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1 year ago. November 26, 2022 at 11:17 AM

I was asked recently what it means to me to have a but of a sadistic side.  After some thought I came up with the below:

"Sometimes I grow tired of being polite, conscientious, and considerate.  Put away the facade of propriety and let loose.  To tear, to bite, to pin, and to overwhelm utterly as I give form to those delightfully dark whispers.  Forcing my deviant desires onto the world.  Taking every inch I can and growling for more.  Indulging that insatiable hunger that quests to do more, try more, take more.  Until every effort is spent and there is only the soft exhausted buzzing fluttering about my mind and she is nothing but a quivering inarticulate mess of ravished satisfaction.

That and I'm very fond of how most bottoms react to my hand hitting them in a variety of ways."

IceGirl​(switch female) - I come at the problem in a more philosophy sorta a way. If some gain pleasure from the pain and pleasure parts of the brain being linked why wouldn't some enjoy the sex and agression being near eachother.

Also if you want someone to feed your masochism you need the natural other side yeah?

Being a Female sadist is harder I feel since people expect it more from men and women those who want it tend to look at it more like a cute or sexy dominatrix thing.

No I am primal I need to get my intensity out sometimes it is neither cute nore sexy it just is and to be frank I just feel like its unwanted just like me.
1 year ago
BellaEtAl - "I'm very fond of how most bottoms react to my hand" - Oh, I feel you on this one
1 year ago

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