6 years ago. November 19, 2018 at 3:19 AM
I love him.
I'm drawn to him.
I'm hurting myself to be with him.
Our play time is amazing, but there's no us outside of that.
He say I'm his, his sub and becomes jealous if he thinks I'm talking to another Dominant.
He calls this a relationship, but no one knows about me, I'm not a topic of conversation in his vanilla life.
There's no dates, no vanilla life that I'm included in, we have been together for two years and I've never met a family member.
I only exist in his apartment, his bed, I'm his secret.
I love him.
I'm drawn to him.
I'm hurt myself to be with him, because I dont know how to end it.