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The Muse

A creature that drives inspiration and passion in the soul of an artist.... Why is she charmed? She has become enthralled with her subject. The artist has rendered her to her knees.
8 hours ago. Wed 20 Mar 2019 09:15:22 PM IST

I am not a drinker. Not at all.  It is a very infrequent thing.  I enjoy certain spirited beverages.  I know I have shared many not so charming drunk moments of my younger years... but now?  Eh... I wind up with serious splitting headaches and my tummy chastises me; loudly.

I decided last night that I was going to purchase some of my favorite blueberry beer. It’s a very strong brew. 8%.  I haven’t had this in forever.  

There needed some serious cheer in the house.  Not that alcohol is the answer but sometimes it can be fun.

Sadly, I could not find my magical brew ... The picture on my special beer has this crazy blue bull dog.  The puppy was nowhere to be found.  Instead... I ran across this bitch:

 

The artist was clearly the same.  It was meant to be.  Now I don’t really know how many subs out there have a secret tiny little femme  Domme hiding in them... but... there might be one in this beer. Drink  dominantly and responsibly, folks... and enjoy the following from my secret little playlist:

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5 days ago. Fri 15 Mar 2019 07:10:05 PM IST

 No really... that’s the name of the song.  It also made me cry (not bad tears, promise! Just bitter sweet). It also made me think of someone. I’m so ooey gooey marshmallowy... sticky sweet....mmmmm.

 

Without further ado...

A Song For Someone by U2

You got a face not spoiled by beauty
I have some scars from where I've been
You've got eyes that can see right through me
You’re not afraid of anything they've seen
I was told that I would feel nothing the first time
I don’t know how these cuts heal
But in you I found a rhyme
If there is a light
You can’t always see
And there is a world
We can’t always be
If there is a dark
Now we shouldn't doubt
And there is a light
Don’t let it go out
And this is a song
A song for someone
This is a song
A song for someone
You let me into a conversation
A conversation only we could make
You break and enter my imagination
Whatever’s in there
It’s yours to take
I was told I’d feel nothing the first time
You were slow to heal
But this could be the night
If there is a light
You can’t always see
And there is a world
We can’t always be
If there is a dark
Within and without
And there is a light
Don’t let it go out
And this is a song
A song for someone
This is a song
This is a song for someone
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
And I’m a long way
From your hill of Calvary
And I’m a long way
From where I was, where I need to be
If there is a light
You can’t always see
And there is a world
We can’t always be
If there is a kiss
I stole from your mouth
And there is a light
Don’t let it go out

 

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5 days ago. Fri 15 Mar 2019 06:23:52 PM IST

Another from my favorite band.  The lyrics are ya exactly riveting, but it moves me, still.

You the Starry Eyed by Beats Antique 

 

You the starry eyed
through the darkness lies before you
push on throught the night
like the ones who came before you
now you carry on
now you carry on
now you carry on
push on through the night
You the starry eyed
(through the darkness lies before you)
through the darkest nights before you
push on through the night
(now you carry on)
like the ones who came before you
now you will carry on
(now you will carry on)
now you will carry on
(now you will carry on)
now you will carry on
(now you will carry on)
now you will carry on
(now you will carry on)
You the starry eyed
(darkness lies before you)
through the darkest night before you
push on through the night
(push on through the night)
like the ones who came before you
before you
now you carry on

1 week ago. Wed 13 Mar 2019 08:42:15 AM IST

 

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1 week ago. Wed 13 Mar 2019 12:57:48 AM IST

Iris (Hold me close) by U2

The star that gives us light
Has been gone a while
But it’s not an illusion
The ache in my heart
Is so much a part of who I am
Something in your eyes
Took a thousand years to get here
Something in your eyes
Took a thousand years, a thousand years
Hold me close
Hold me close and don’t let me go
Hold me close
Like I’m someone that you might know
Hold me close
The darkness just lets us see
Who we are
I've got your life inside of me
Iris, Iris
Once we are born
We begin to forget
The very reason we came
But you I’m sure I've met
Long before the night
The stars went out
We’re meeting up again
Hold me close
Hold me close and don’t let me go
Hold me close
Like I’m someone that you might know
Hold me close
The darkness just lets us see
Who we are
I've got your life inside of me
Iris, Iris
The stars are bright
But do they know
The universe is beautiful but cold
You took me by the hand
I thought that I was leading you
But it was you made me your man
Machine, I dream where you are
Iris standing in the hall
She tells me I can do it all
Iris wakes to my nightmares
Don’t fear the world
It isn't there
Iris playing on the Strand
She buries the boy beneath the sand
Iris says that I will be the death of her
It was not me
Iris, Iris
She said free yourself to be yourself
If only you could see yourself
Free yourself to be yourself
If only you could see

 

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1 week ago. Mon 11 Mar 2019 05:37:32 PM IST

(Keep in mind that this poem does not reflect my current mood or situation... I just wanted to share.)

 

Would you fall in love

If I asked you to

If not with me

Then someone new

So you can feel the joy and pain

That I do

 

I wish that I could

Blame you for

The aching and

Love’s broken door

So I don’t have to see myself

The way I do

 

I fall silent

But I can’t hide it

And I’ve tried it

But the ghost remains 

 

I stabbed you with

My beating heart

And thought that we

Were torn apart

But I knew I was pushing you

The way I do

 

I drew you in

And held you close

And said that I

Love you the most

But you were gone and I respond

How I do

 

Self fulfilling 

Affection killing

Tears are spilling

I’ll be alone again

 

1 week ago. Sat 09 Mar 2019 06:59:12 AM IST

You walked away, sadly
After handing me a frog
Wearing half a tuxedo
No pants
You. Not the frog.

Then we rode.
My mother drove.
I gazed at you
From the backseat
Musing about a show

We stopped along the way
To look at a house
An alley of grass
And rusted out
Antique cars
Full of bees

Three queens landed
On my face
The threat was there
But no stings
They stayed.
You stayed.
I don’t know
What happened to the frog.

 

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1 week ago. Thu 07 Mar 2019 05:38:01 PM IST

Don’t ever take your time to tell your loved ones how you feel.  Always be kind.  Always listen and give plenty of hugs.

You never know when someone is going to be taken away without warning.

 

I love you! ❤️ 

 

 

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2 weeks ago. Thu 28 Feb 2019 10:47:56 PM IST

“Muse.” I said to myself... “Where is your head this morning?”

 

I had finished a long shift with my beloved night crew and had been diligently training a new med tech.  

Ive been ill... I’m worn and tired. I have dark circles under my eyes and I’m glad I’m home resting now.

 

I was giving my report to the oncoming  med tech and I explained that I had updated everything in the BLOG.

She looked at me as if I had grown 8 heads. Understandable.  

I think my head has been here on the Cage... maybe even all 8 of them.

I may have updated the medication administration records or the charts... but let me clarify... I don’t blog about my residents. 

 

3 weeks ago. Sun 24 Feb 2019 04:13:29 PM IST

I dressed for the gym this morning, and I grabbed a shirt that I figured would be suitable for my power walk.  

I was instantly amused by this tiny piece of fabric sewn over the left boob.  It looks like it might wantabee (giggles) a pocket.