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4 years ago. Tuesday, August 24, 2021 at 5:51 AM

It’s a scary thing to stand in front of his door, waiting for him to answer. Those last-minute thoughts chase themselves through my head - did I forget an instruction? Have I licked all my lipstick off already? What if he doesn’t answer?

And then he opens the door and beckons me inside, takes the toy bag that just masquerades as my purse, and doesn’t say a word. I stand there, waiting, for his commands, his pleasure.

The door closes behind me and no sooner am I in the room, does he have me facing the nearest wall. He whispers in my ear "Hi baby ", "How are we doing this evening?". He bends down to trace the line on my stocking from my heel up my leg to my inner thigh. He can tell I've been thinking about him. "Oh baby, what a mess you've made" and brings his fingers to my lips and has me lick them clean.

I feel him work his way up my back to the zipper on my dress, and he pulls it down and has me step out of my dress.” How lovely you look, my sweet baby girl.” You followed my instructions perfectly, didn’t you?”  No bra, no panties. I wore a garter belt, thigh-high stockings, and heels, I also didn't forget the clover nipple clamps that had now started to bite into my nipples so hard that with every slight movement they brought tears to my eyes.

The begging ensues as I try to plead with him about clamps. I know this is useless. I know by now my makeup is running down my cheeks, mixed with tears. “Not until you come, princess.” His hand is on the inside of my thigh again, working its way towards my aching sex. His fingers work their way to my clit and begin to rub in tiny wet circles in slow rhythmic motions. I start to feel warm and I feel the orgasm building from deep inside me. I begin to shake from the intensity of it. Finally, I come, whimpering all the while from pain and ecstasy. He removes the clamps, “Good girl”. he whispers once again in my ear. Our night begins.

~M

 

 

 

4 years ago. Sunday, August 22, 2021 at 11:18 AM

Perfect Album Sunday

Pink Floyd ~ Wish You Were Here

* Shine On You Crazy Diamond (Parts I–V)
* Welcome to the Machine
* Have a Cigar
* Wish You Were Here
* Shine On You Crazy Diamond (Parts VI-IX)

 

 

 

"Wish You Were Here"

So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell, blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field From a cold steel rail?
A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

Did they get you to trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees?
Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change?
Did you exchange
A walk-on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fishbowl, year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.

 

4 years ago. Saturday, August 21, 2021 at 5:58 AM

Boys Of Summer ~ Don Henley 

Nobody on the road
Nobody on the beach
I feel it in the air
The summer's out of reach
Empty lake, empty streets
The sun goes down alone
I'm driving by your house
Though I know you're not home

But I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got your hair combed back and your sunglasses on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

I never will forget those nights
I wonder if it was a dream
Remember how you made me crazy?
Remember how I made you scream
Now I don't understand what happened to our love
But babe, I'm gonna get you back
I'm gonna show you what I'm made of

I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
I see you walking real slow and you're smilin' at everyone
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

Out on the road today, I saw a DEADHEAD sticker on a Cadillac
A little voice inside my head said, "Don't look back. You can never look back"
I thought I knew what love was
What did I know?
Those days are gone forever
I should just let them go but-

I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got that top pulled down and that radio on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got that hair slicked back and those Wayfarers on, baby
I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

 

4 years ago. Friday, August 20, 2021 at 8:01 AM

I've learned to pay attention to the little things in the beginning. The things that get overlooked until they become the bigger things in the end. The things that become skewed once feelings form. Simple actions that are telling of one's true nature, personality, moral center, and heart. The things lovers think they can change in someone. Or settle with. It's better to go in eyes wide open instead of jumping off a cliff into arms that were never really strong enough to catch you. Or even worse into arms that rather see you fall. Once you start down a path of feelings it's easy to get lost in the idea of a person, instead of what's been staring you in the face from the beginning that you chose to close your eyes to.

her-reconciled-heart

 

 

4 years ago. Wednesday, August 18, 2021 at 9:55 AM

Try to learn to breathe deeply, really to taste food when you eat, and when you sleep, really to sleep. Try as much as possible to be wholly alive with all your might, and when you laugh, laugh like hell. And when you get angry, get good and angry. Try to be alive. You will be dead soon enough.

 

— Ernest Hemingway

 

4 years ago. Monday, August 16, 2021 at 3:46 PM


I’m nothing special. I’m just as flawed and weak as the next person. I let my emotions get the best of me at times. I’m not perfect. I read old messages. I listen to old playlists. I swear too much. I can be selfish and impatient. I’m a sarcastic asshole. I regret choices I’ve made, words I’ve said in anger, people I’ve let down. A role model, I am not. But every day I own my shit. I’m accountable and humble. Every day, I try to just be a little bit better than yesterday. Becoming who you are is a lifelong journey, baby step after setback after stumble after a lesson learned. Forever forward.

—daily-esprit-descalier

 

 

4 years ago. Saturday, August 14, 2021 at 7:06 AM

~Saturday Sway

* Love Is Strong ~ Rolling Stones ~ Voodoo Lounge
* Angel ~ Dave Matthews Band ~ Everyday
* Jane Says ~ Janes Addiction ~ Nothings Shocking
* Manic Depression ~ Jimi Hendrix ~ Are You Experienced?
* Trapped ~ Bruce Springsteen ~ Live, Madison Square Garden
* Higher Ground ~ Red Hot Chili Peppers ~ Mothers Milk
* Outshined ~ Soundgarden ~ Badmotofinger
* Burning Down The House ~ Talking Heads ~ Burning Down The House
* All I Want Is You ~ U2 ~ Rattle And Hum
* Orange Crush ~ REM ~ Green

Angel ~ Dave Matthews Band

I call you up, you pick up.
You call my bluff, on the cards of love.

You hold too close, your hands to your chest.
I can read your eyes, but I confess.

It's lonely far from you, even when you're right by me.
It's only while I wait for you, to take my hand

Why do I beg like a child for your candy? Why do I come after you like I do?
I love you. Whatever you are, I swear. You'll be my angel.
You.

I play my cards as best I can. But I lose my luck when you're not here.
My darling heart, won't you please give in?
I may be strong but I want you back again.

When you're not here, oh, it's hard to pretend
It's all alright again.

When you're not here, love, it's hard to pretend It's all alright, still
Why do I beg like a child for your candy?
Why do I run after you like I do? I love you.
Whatever you are I swear, you'll be my angel.
You.

Watch the day, count your cards.
It makes no sense that I'm always losing when you're gone.
Why do I beg like a child for your candy
Why do I come after you like I do? I love you.
Whatever you are I swear, you'll be my angel.
You.
When you're gone.

 

 

4 years ago. Friday, August 13, 2021 at 10:32 AM

”It’s desire I want. Those desperate yearnings and middle-of-the-night attempts at vocalizing the cravings hidden behind my protective layers. A racing heart and goosebumps, shivers and ragged breath when I offer my vulnerability in the safe knowledge that what I bear is taken with appreciation and protected like it was the Holy Grail. I want to feel like I’m needed and ached for in multidimensional ways, not merely physically, or emotionally, or mentally, but all of them in combination. I live for the deepest possible of connections. I would gladly bleed for it until no more life was coursing through me. Because in the end, what else is there really?”
 

~Copyright © Dirty Romantic

 

 

 

 

4 years ago. Monday, August 9, 2021 at 6:23 AM

Passion. It lies in all of us. Sleeping… waiting… and though unwanted, unbidden, it will stir… open its jaws and howl. It speaks to us… guides us. Passion rules us all. And we obey. What other choice do we have? Passion is the source of our finest moments. The joy of love… the clarity of hatred… the ecstasy of grief. It hurts sometimes more than we can bear. If we could live without passion, maybe we’d know some kind of peace. But we would be hollow. Empty rooms, shuttered and dank. Without passion, we’d be truly dead.

 

~Joss Whedon 

 
 
 

4 years ago. Saturday, August 7, 2021 at 6:43 AM



* Manic Depression ~Jimi Hendrix ~ Are You Experienced?
* Only The Lonely ~ The Motels ~ All Four One
* Long Time ~ Blondie ~ Pollinator
* Since Your Gone ~ The Cars ~ Shake It Up
* Sex & Candy ~ Marcy Playground ~ Marcy Playground
* Oceans ~ Pearl Jam ~ Ten
* Always See Your Face ~ Love ~ Four Sail
* Baby I Love Your Way ~ Peter Frampton ~ Frampton Comes Alive!
* My Little Red Book ~ Love ~ Love
* Let's Get It On ~ Marvin Gaye ~ Let's Get It On
* That's Life ~ Frank Sinatra ~ Tha's Life

 

 

 

 

 

~ That's Life ~ Frank Sinatra

That's life (that's life) that's what people say
You're riding high in April
Shot down in May
But I know I'm gonna change that tune
When I'm back on top, back on top in June

I said that's life (that's life), and as funny as it may seem
Some people get their kicks
Stompin' on a dream
But I don't let it, let it get me down
'Cause this fine old world, it keeps spinnin' around

I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate
A poet, a pawn, and a king
I've been up and down and over and out
And I know one thing
Each time I find myself flat on my face
I pick myself up and get back in the race

That's life (that's life) I tell ya, I can't deny it
I thought of quitting, baby
But my heart just ain't gonna buy it
And if I didn't think it was worth one single try
I'd jump right on a big bird and then I'd fly

I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate
A poet, a pawn, and a king
I've been up and down and over and out
And I know one thing
Each time I find myself layin' flat on my face
I just pick myself up and get back in the race

That's life (that's life) that's life
And I can't deny it
Many times I thought of cuttin' out but my heart won't buy it
But if there's nothing shakin' come here this July
I'm gonna roll myself up in a big ball and die
My, my