Ropes

I was with you because I'm in love with everything about you, the good and the bad, the light and the dark, and I know all about you and your life, I want to feel like you can relate every part of who you are to me ,  I know more about you than you can imagine, I Know more about You than you ever thought you could give to anyone outside your skin, and its all because I fell madly in love with the Person you are inside as much as outside, I saw so much to love about you in a single glance that I decided I would love you forever from that moment forward, because I'm just That Guy. This is my last note to you. 
From here I will grant your final wish from me. Hope its what you want.  Good bye 

A little pain a little pleasure a little helping of gold and treasure.  No more gazing upon the sun. All things must end that have begun.  

You think me a monster, you think me angry.I have always been this way. Difference is I had you.You kept me in check. I was  your monster, your beast. Now you set me free , off the leash. You dont like what I am. You loved it . My anger sets you free . As you pulled me back to sane you took in my anger and absorb it like a sponge.  In my mental release you gain resolution to your own issues and find comfort in my arms . Together we burn hot and anyone who is in our way .

If you handle the very worst of me, so now I will give you my best. I have been Kicked enough.! Even lost animals know when to leave. Join my life or move.  I need a woman that will fight my demons, and kill me if need be.  A woman that will stand by me through adversity and the trials of life. I am a monster, the king of them. Do battle with me . LOVE me as I am or MOVE. My anger is a reflection of my love. My light a reflection of my Darkness. My madness a reflection of my logic .I am a monster, I am used to protect and fight other monsters. I am a beast that was under your spell. You Unlocked my heart and I am going to give you the life you have always wanted . As you kneel to me I will make sure this world will kneel to you. 

My actual opinion...

To each there own . No worries in my life . This is the world... our world of BDSM. Our rules and flexibility. We are the kinky and we are not afraid to be here. Most of us put our pics out there not afraid of the public. We actually challenge them to come to us . We are the free and we live our vanilla life as some of us find it is impossible to not live it . But the opertuinty to be together is greater when we are on the same page or live with our other . For the age player or the younger to older , to rope slingers and the badass Masters out there , to the Doms and DaddyDom. We are all the free and have found our counterpart here . We are the free and I love it here.

We see our dreams as a way to reach out in the universe.  We notice our needs when we see our selves in conversations with our mirrors.  People often refer to others as leaves and see themselves as trees.  We say; some grow into branches and others fall off like leaves. That is how we see people . This is true most times but we have to remember the leaves always grow back, friends and lovers somtimes return and the bigger the tree gets the more leaves they have in there life . So be open to new possibilities.  Don't be the normal tree that people talk about.  That tree dose not grow and blossom.  Be a tree that is full of life and always growing and making new friends and getting big enough to give shade to those that need it . Keep your mind and heart open .It's how we grow.

The soul feels the kinship, the heart feels the mind , the mind feels the heart. All together it feeds the soul. If you sink, become a submarine, if you rise become a bird. If you are grounded the become a cat. Be strong and adapt. Evolve back to your natural strong self till a true person comes forth deserving of your beautiful gift.

We look in the mirror to look at ourselves. Not always for vanity but for reassurance. We dont realize it but we need acceptance of us . Trust your self. You dont make wrong choices. We learn and grow . Through our pain and through our success. We need to look back and see what we did when we are happy and use that as a template to plan our next move. Just believe in your self and keep going forward. Never stop. And just in case, I am here behind you. We wake up every morning rethinking what happened. The truth is you did it . All your choices and decisions have lead you here . You think this is negative.... no it's not. You are a woman of substance and you are growing... evolving. This is just another road to go down. You are ready, you can do this. Show everyone who has ever doubted you and conquer your life. . Worry about what you can control dont worry about the rest.

I am your future. 

To two very special Ladies. 

My thoughts 

As the hurricane of our life centers around us we feel that it is nice and calm now. Dont forget the other half is still coming. We walk through life like this . We are a constant hurricane. We do out best to stay centered yet sometime we stagnate at stay still . Statically held in place as we force our selves to suffer our own storm.
Remember that old saying ( not sure if it is old ) they said a storm is coming. You replied. I am the storm. Be the storm be the thing that makes change. Make the world center around you so that the you can be calm and you will always have the power of the storm. The power of change the power of living life the way you want.  

My thoughts. 

Can I tell you a secrete secret you  don't  have to be in a relationship.

I mean it. I know they force it down your throat
until you choke on it. Girls aren't pretty unless
they're wanted. Boys aren't men unless they're
having sex with someone. People aren't lovable
until they're dating someone.

But a relationship won't always make you happy,
and as wonderful as romance is, it isn't the only
love that exists. I have seen friendships that are
deeper and more pure than couples who swear it's
forever - and yet the friendship is the one people
ignore.

I have heard so often "nobody loves me" out of the
mouths of people who are single. And it kills me
because ifyou ask them: where are your parents,
your teachers, your classmates, your pets - they
say, yes, okay, but it doesn't count. Of course it
counts, love doesn't diminish just because someone Doesn't  want to Have  sex with you. In
fact, doesn't it sort of make that ]ove more real
that they want nothing - not even a date - out of
you?

It is pretty to be in love. It's magical, I'm sure. But
it's also wonderful to stop for ice cream in your
prom dress with six other girls. It's also wonderful
to go visit the world with nothing but a bunch of
buddies who are really excited about learning.
The problem is: we've made everything about "the
one But maybe "the one" is just you, loving
yourself, having fun, and being happy. Maybe
instead of looking for our other halves, we should
be piecing ourselves together.

Your mind is swirling with desire,  your body aches for his touch.  You want to feel his hands on you . You can see anything out of your blind fold but y po u can see him in your  mind clearly.  You hear him walk behind you he said now ... you will find out what you will do for me . You hear the sound of a belt and clothes  being removed. You swear you can feel the heat from his body.  He said , you are so beautiful, you are mine . You feel him inching closer to you. Then like a shock you feel him. You feel his cock tou6your lips as he push it up and down your pussy making contact with your clit.  Giveing you a few strokes.  He said .. I am getting my self covered in your sweet cum. So I can slide in and teach you what your Doms cock should feel like. You are my play thing , my toy, a place for my cock. Let the rest of the world fall away and just be ... pussy that is sucking on your Doms cock. Finaly you feel him at your opening.  It was hard for you because instantly you try to impale your self but you cant . Your restraints have done there job and kept you still . He leans in so slow ... inch by inch he keeps going in. Deeper and deeper.  In your mind you feel proud knowing that you are catering to your Doms cock. The only part of him you are allowed to call yours.  Finaly you feel his balls against  you. He just hold it in place and leans on you. Making you support your self on the restraints.  They are digging into your skin leaving there mark. Finaly he pulls back and then with out warning he slams into with so much force you almost fall forward.  The towles under your knees slide.  He hold you up from the waist.  He said, enjoy my cock. And repeatedly hammers into you in a slow painful and pleasurable way. It feels so good sliding in so fast and hurt so much when he slams in . You feel his balls swing and hit your clit every stroke. Once  again you hear his voice.  He said,  you are mine . You have given your body and your power to me . Stay with in those limitation and be my Sub. All you can say is ... yes Sir.

Those words echo in your mind...you are mine , you belong to me. You feel his hand under your chin as he lifts your head up to face him . All you see is darkness but you know he can see just fine . Bound and blind folded you still feel completely calm and safe . You hear a swoosh in the air, he has pick up new toy. He says ... i am going to ask you some questions. let me hear your answers clearly he said . You nodded your head and then instantly you feel the sting of the riding crop across your ass. It is a familiar sting one you have felt before. He said, you will always answer me with a yes sir, no exceptions . Do you understand.
all you could say was ... Yes Sir , as That beautiful sting followed by the warm burn. It is now set in stone .
First question. Who do you serve... with out hesitation you answer , I serve you Sir. Your mind is getting cluttered, he can see it .. feel it. Then as you feel the anxiety start to build you feel the sting again on the other side now. Just like that you mind is clear as the sweet sensation of pain runs its course. Who is your focus...you answer ..you are sir. In a satisfied voice he said.. very good. You pull on your restraints again. You hear a chuckle. You are mine ..