I’m floating on a cloud...cherishing every single moment I have with him. Even the simple things are precious... like watching him check his phone, watch the TV, pick out his clothes, brush his teeth...every single thing is precious for me.
Today I made sure to take note on how his hand feels in mine, how his eyes look when he kisses me, exactly how his lips feel against mine.
I had to go to work for a little while today. I took the chance to read over my rules one more time...I’m really having a hard time remembering all of them while he is here. As I am telling him that I’m having a hard time remembering he says “I know”. So of course I asked what have I forgotten today? He tells me that I am supposed to be asking permission for everything....everything. I ask what do you mean everything....he gives me an example by telling me that I should be asking if I could eat my dinner, etc. Oh I said...I didn’t realize.
He proceeds to tell me that he is giving me time to learn the rules before he has full expectations of what I should be doing...but that I needed to start.
I will start. I want to please every part of him. I want to him let me take care of every need he has and let him take care of me. I so humbled by the way he makes me feel. I just want this to grow and grow...until we are fully in sync with each other.
i ask him for permission to sleep in his bed...he allows me you in. We cuddle and rub on each other. I ask for permission to suck his cock. He allows me to. I take him in my mouth...he tastes so good...I lost in the way he feels in my mouth...he is grabbing my hair, pulling it away from my face so he can see me...he is moaning now...I love to hear him moan....he turns me over and pulls my legs up...he is teaseing me with the head of his cock again...I love the way he looks at me while he is teasing me...I pushes inside of me and lets feel him for a while....slow and steady. Then he pulls me back down the bed and buries his head in my pussy...sucking and flicking and edging me so I am about to explode! He slides his fingers inside of me driving me crazy...and I start to cum...he slides another finger in my ass and it just pushes me over the edge...I can’t hold on to it anymore...I’m begging to let me cum! He growls “cum for Daddy” and I explode....he flips me onto my side and slides inside of me...this position he can go deeper...and he does....I love this pain...it’s the best pleasure. He flips me over to the other side and takes me again...he is using my leg to pull I to him...now I’m begging him to fuck me harder...to let me hear his pleasure...I can feel him about to explode ...I start to cum and it’s so amazing all I can do it bite the pillow...he pulls he hard into him and explodes I side of me...this makes me cum harder and harder... he stays inside of me and lays behind me...still teasing me with his cock...I can’t help. It to cum again...like an amazing aftershock....and he holds me as I shiver...this is the life...
I fell asleep and he grants me permission to blog today instead of last night...he tells me he wants to hold me...we cuddle and hold each other all night.
i can’t wait for tonight.
until tonight...