Hours later I was still kneeling in the downstairs bathroom in front of the toilet. Everything was quiet in the adjacent room for a long time now. I was hurting from staying on my knees for so long with only sneeking small movements and adjustments to try to relieve some of the pain. I wondered if I was forgotten about and doomed to be forced to kneel there all night. But I knew that where I was now was a thousand times less painful than being hung by my wrists down in the cold dark dungeon all night. I counted my blessings....so to speak. With no windows in the bathroom I had no idea if it was even still night. I started to nod off catching myself just before I fell to the cold tile floor. I have not slept in two days. Suddenly I heard Madams voice but could not make out the words. Just knowing that Madam was close I was suddenly wide awake and I immediately assumed a more ridgid and correct "hup" position! With my straightening of my back I felt the latest lash wounds on my back start to weep red again. Then Madam spoke to me from behind surprising me as I again, did not hear her come into the bathroom. I thought "man, when she is not in heels she is like a ninja!"
She took my leash from my mouth and gave my neck a hard yank and said "heel!" And she turned and started walking away. Now I know what she expected of me so as fast as my painful and stiff body would let me I crawled on all fours trying to position myself on her left leg but never in front of her. She walked fast through the room into the hall as I did my best good dog bit trying to keep up. Madam led me into the kitchen and stopped in front of the celler (dungeon) door and barked the command "up slave!" I quickly popped up on my feet, feet spread sholder width apart with my fingers laced together behind my neck, head bowed eyes submissivly on the floor.
"Open the dungeon door and march down the stairs to your home worm". I did as told and when I came to the bottom of the stairs I assumed the upslave position waiting for her to follow and put me away for the night. She came down and walked right past me to the far wall with all sorts of cages, racks and some things I had no name for. She stopped at a small cage about 4'long , 3' wide and 3' high. She unclipped a pair of police issue handcuffs from a short chain hooked to the top of the cage about 3' back from the cage door. She turned to me and said "ok slave, let's see how comfortable I can make you tonight." In a stearn louder voice she barked the command "down dog!!"...and I dropped to my hands and knees. "Come" she barked and pointed at a spot to her left and in front of the cage door. As I started to crawl to her and assume the position where she pointed she said "quickly slave!" So I did my best gallop I could on all fours! I stopped in front and on her left side and popped into the "hup"!!!
She looked at me and gently carressed my face as she walked around me to my back side. She bent over a little bit to examine the whip lashes on my back from the last two days of my first submission. She trailed her fingers down my back to touch each wound. "Hmmmm slave. We have been to easy on you." As she traced a line down my back touching each whip lash mark with her finger." " We will have to do something about that my cum slave. No more kid's gloves for you slave"! She wispered in my ear.
"Yes Madam" I said as a shiver ran down my spine at the thought of more brutal treatment.
With that she stood up straight and in a fast practiced move snapped the cuff on my left wrist. " Put em behind your back worm". As I put both hands behind my back she cuffed the other cuff to my right wrist so tight it hurt. Then she bent over and grabbed my nuts in her hand from behind and squeezed till I moaned enough for her satisfaction. I felt something cold wrap around my nuts and pulled tight with a hard yank! Omg it was so tight I felt waves of nausea in the pit of my stomach!" Another squeeze and a hard twist of my chained balls had me moan something like "ahhh Madam please have mercy" as my forehead smacked the stone floor.!!!
She said "mummm humm" as she released my balls and stood up still holding the chain hooked to my balls. I felt tears running down my cheeks as I whimpered kneeling on her dungeon floor. Turn around slave and back into the cage" I had to drop my head and back parallel to the floor to fit in the 3' high cage. She said "all the way in". I truly did not believe I could fit in the small cage but as I scooted backwards into the dog cage I felt her reach in from the top of the cage and grab the chain that was chained to the my balls!! She pulled my balls back and up to the top of the cage so tight that I had to lift my knees off of the cage bottom. Then she hooked the chain into a clip hooked to the top of the cage for that reason. I yelled as I felt my balls streach painfully! Omg, I was now hanging from my balls with my knees inches from the bottom of the cage!! My mind was freaking out as I realized that she ment to leave me this way all night!! I could not help but beg her to have mercy on me. But my begging and pleading fell on deaf ears. I heard myself saying "madaM please don't leave me hanging here like this, please...."!! I was squirming in pain but all she did was laugh at me. I even went as far as saying things like "ok ok now this is too much, let me out , this ain't right"! All she did was make things worse for me by reaching in through the top of the cage to grab my hands cuffed behind my back and clip my hands to the top of the cage! Well that made me shut up and stop squirming as the pain in my shoulders was terrible. She said "are you comfortable slave , ha ha, maybe not"! With that she slammed the cage door shut and put a padlock on it. Omg my forehead was pressed on the cage floor, my arms were cuffed behind my back and clipped to the top of the cage twisting my shoulders painfully!! My knees almost in my armpits and inches off the cage floor held up by my streached nuts!! All I could do was use my feet and legs muscles to push my knees off the cage floor and raise my ass high enough to releave some pressure on my balls!!!! The cage was so small I could not even straighten out my neck as my head was pushed into the cage door!! A wave of panic washed over me and I started to freak out!!!! I heard myself screaming things like " let me out ....you can't do this to me... Come on now bitch let me out!!!!! All she said was, " oh my slave, you will pay dearly for the b word slave. But that's for tomorrow. Enjoy my slave, sleep well!" With that she turned and left me alone with my pain and panic!
I was still in a wild panic as she turned and walked away and up the dungeon stairs and turned out the lights. I was thrashing around in the bound position I was in and screaming things I don't remember now. I think that I blacked out as the next thing I remember is a white hot blade of pain pulling me from a far away fog!! I slowly became aware of my situation and the wave of panic and pain washed over me again!!! I'm not sure how many times I woke up to hearing myself screeming from the firery hell of pain i was in and then slipping away again on a wave of panic but at some point I woke up into the hell with a new calm. My screams had left me voiceless and the futility of my struggle was just causing me more pain. I came to with a new mind set. I realised that I had no control over my flesh. I knew in the deepest parts of myself, that my flesh was not my own! I was aware of the transistion from a soul of free willed thought 'choosing' to be someone's slave too a true and real slave with out any free will!! At that moment I was aware of the shift in my own soul. A shift that I may never be able to put into words! A shift from a soul choosing to submit to a soul that could do nothing else but submit💓. A soul that had a need for the submission. Without the firm hand guiding my submission I would be like a small sail boat caught in a tempest on an angry and endless dark sea! The only guiding light cutting through the dark and stormy sea was my tormenters. 🛐 Now I am aware of the fact that I was not allowed to eat or sleep for 48 hours or more and all of the things that can happen to a rational mind under those circumstances, but I truly believe that in that moment I had an epiphany. But it was deeper than that. It was like I finally knew who I was!!!!!!!💓💓🔒🛐🔒😘💓💓 I was ......for the lack of a better word...SUBMISSIVE!. It was not a choice anymore. I JUST WAS their slave. My flesh was theirs to do with as they pleased!!!! With this thought I realized the reason for my hard cock in suck cruelly painful moments, I needed to suffer under the torment of a master.....it's just what I am!!💓💓💓😘 Again, thank you Madam and Master!💓