So its been awhile since ive made an update to the state of the chopped rocker. This is not due to inactivity, but technical problems. For some reason its not letting me upload pics. Giggle.. and i have so many! Hopefully some tech support will ride in to save the day. But til then.. i really wanted to get this out there
In an earlier post i spoke of the similarities im finding between my project and bondage. And how much of crafting, no matter the medium, is bondage and domination. Exercising my will to create new form.
But here i ponder on sumthing different, and in ways very personal to me. ill skip the lineage of odd childhood memories, and there are many, and skip right to meat. i can so remember the first time i put on panties and sumthing clicked. i was in a chatroom talking to a trans girl and she told me to put a pair on. Let me say here that dressing fem has never been a sexual turn on for me. i just.. well.. liked it.
So skip ahead 15yrs. Now its been nearly 2 years since ive worn anything but panties. On how hugely my point of view has changed on so many things. Especially on things like why even visit sites such as this. So as i spend hours and hours slowly etching out from an ancient forgotten thing a hidden beauty underneith. So many times thinking this is it.. Only to discover that yes its good enought as it is to go forward but i can see another layer that be taken off. Could free a lil more detail. So much like that first time i slipped on those panties and to compare to recent pics. Never dreamed of taking it this far. So im often asking myself.. and the rocker.. how far are we going to take this?
