Love, from under the chair

As id said.. how far am i going to take it? There is a intense joy from learning a new medium/craft. Maybe its the sub in me.. or maybe its that i usually have no guide.. but sumtimes after hours beyond hours of thinking you're startin to figure it out, by accident or vision, ya realize the hours you 'wasted?' doing it so not the easiest way. For me both with my music, and projects, this can be so brutal and punishing. But what is a poet without a pain?..