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Words that Resonate

Can never predict t where the next bit of wisdom will come from.
2 months ago. January 15, 2025 at 1:38 PM

The cello—she was no mere instrument. She was a creature of profound allure, sculpted like the essence of human desire, her body curvaceous and inviting, her form a symphony of sensuality. Every line of her resonated with life, her hourglass shape a gentle mimicry of the human form, the curve of her back arched as though poised in perpetual surrender. The polished wood, warm to the touch, glowed faintly, exuding a lustrous heat that seemed to breathe, whispering secrets of longing and intimacy.

 


It began with the music. Outside his apartment, late into the evenings, she played her cello. At first, he believed it was the musician who held him captive—the graceful tilt of her head, the way her fingers danced on the strings—the thought slowly came to him. It was the voice of the cello. On the days she didn’t appear, he sought out music elsewhere, wandering parks and concert halls, but no other sound could stir him the way hers did. The cello was unlike anything else, its voice piercing him to his very core, leaving him raw and trembling with fervour.


When she finally played for him in his apartment, the world disappeared. She stood between his legs, the cello nestled intimately against her, her long fingers curling around its neck, commanding it with tender authority. Her bow pulled across the strings, coaxing from it a voice deep and sultry, resonating from its hollow heart. Each note was alive, a pulse of energy that seemed to travel through him, consuming him. He sketched them both—the woman and her instrument—entwined in a union so passionate it was almost unbearable to watch. Yet he couldn’t look away.

 


The cello’s voice was a lover’s whisper, soft and coaxing, rising and falling in delicate crescendos. As the bow moved, its timbre shifted, the music growing urgent, gasping, until it climaxed in a wail that seemed to split his very soul. The vibrations filled the room, trembling through the air, leaving him breathless as the final notes faded.

 


But when she disappeared, his world fell silent. Days turned to weeks, then months, yet she never returned. He searched, he grieved, but there was no trace of her. The cello remained, standing in the corner like a ghost. It became his companion in her absence, their shared grief palpable. He would sit in the quiet, staring at the instrument, feeling its emptiness mirrored in his own heart.

 


And then, one day, the silence broke. He touched it—tentatively at first, his fingers brushing its polished surface. The wood seemed to hum beneath his fingertips, alive with an ancient, aching need. The knot near its base caught his eye, a subtle hollow that resembled the most sacred part of a woman’s body. The cello begged for him, its presence heavy with longing. He traced the curves of its body, feeling its warmth beneath his hand, as though it had been waiting for this, for him.

 


The bow in his hand trembled as he drew it across the strings. The sound it made was raw, a moan of reawakened life. He leaned into the cello, his breath warm against its body, his lips brushing its surface as if it could taste him, as if it could feel his kiss. He played, not as she had, but with a desperate, consuming hunger. The cello responded, its voice pleading, crying out, its vibrations rising to meet him. He was no longer separate from it; they were one, entwined in a dance of passion and grief, of desire and surrender.

 


The cello—his lover, his muse, his obsession—held him captive, its voice alive once more, singing not only of sorrow but of rebirth. In that moment, the world fell away, and he was lost in her, in the sound, in the aching beauty of the music they made together. For to love somebody is the love them wholly,  so their faults oddities and failings are a part of a single unity,

as sweetly, as deftly interwoven

as the threads of a melody in a song.

 


JFK.

4D.

Your future “Self” is in love with you.
Imagine who that it is.

Only you can imagine that. 

Accept, but do not dwell on, who that ‘is not.


Once you turn that image into a belief, 

You will fall in love with the future you.

…a very good place to start.

Repeat until you are listening to your heart.

I find I am most at ease and present during impact play.

The dynamic between the altruist of pain and the recipient of pain fascinates me. Within the control and responsibility given up by the masochist I create a scene structured by the voyeur, the auralist, the rigger, the flogger

… the sadist.

Purpose.  I have always had one . It can and has changed, as life changes around me and shall continue to do so. Purpose, the core of your life ... and man lives a weakened existence without one. It is my opinion that when a dynamic becomes the purpose, it is because it has become the focus of where we find happiness, (assuming that all emotions are an extension of having or not  having  happiness ). Not having purpose within the dynamic means an absences of synergy . Together a dynamic has each individual purpose plus a collective purpose,  and significantly more happiness when working together . Having significantly greater energy than the individuals Create separately,  the dynamic is then to be used to create the most desirable  life possible for those within. This is achieved by understanding what creates happiness for the other and for the collective energy. If synergy is present  it is your purpose and a Dom  must learn the disciplines to build and maintain the dynamic . It is about making a dynamic into a living breathing work of art and then, by protecting the connections involved, in keeping the dynamic safe….The dynamic will become the ‘Purpose’ ..... If synergy is not present

…  then your purpose has shifted.

To connect with somebody

is to connect with them wholly, 

so that their faults, oddities

and failings are a part 

of a single unity,

as sweetly,

as deftly interwoven

as the threads of a melody

in a song.


Feelings of hurt, loss, betrayal and abandonment,

they are just that, my feelings,

my world creation
nothing less.

I own them;

my emotions

 emanate from me.

These flow from misplaced trust in a reflection

something that “was/n’t”,


 I will forgive myself! I must.

Then I will know,

how to forgive.

I am Connected to all but attached to nothing. All i desire is within me . Claiming myself as whole as a sovereignty is how i reach those desires.

Going with the flow is the only heathy logical way.

 


What you resist , persists.

 


Trying to avoid something makes it stronger.

 


Instead of saying I wouldn’t do something immoral… or destructive …. Or vanilla even., I embrace my shadow self and the fact that I could but choose not to .

 


I own and accept all my actions. Our righteous thoughts  are learned behaviours and  prevent our growth.

 


Most humans , have most things backwards Imagine if you let your inner desires play out and deny your self nothing . Accept Pain when it comes  and pleasure whenever it is made available … ahhhh … bliss.

Bliss therory. Instead of changing the world , I will change myself.

“You never change something by fighting the existing reality. To change something build a new model that makes the existing model obsolete.”  -Buckminster Fuller

Before the arrow is released, the bow must be pulled backwards, under tension. Hold. Pluck the tightly drawn string; the frequencies created by the strained bow are

meandering, dissonant, unsettling. Micro movements hard to control and maintain . But this is the only way for the arrow to be realeased and to fly; to sail through the air and  find it’s target.

Just for a moment, I would like you to consider the chaos that seems to disrupt, enhance or govern our paths through life. Now also consider the millions of random events that are, and have been, created in every second, in every moment, being affected by that chaos and happenining not only around us now,  but to the millions before us and the interactions they experienced, and those that  they did not, cross checked with  every decision made and the ones that were not,  just so you would, take a breath whilst reading this, in the now, in this particular moment...........The probabilities of organized chaos . Is it all random states of disorder? Maybe.  Irregularities of a divine, hive like creation? Maybe Or, is there a set of deterministic laws  that govern  highly sensitive initial conditions. I think yes.

 Mr J. Mauls.

A favourite quote .

When she's abandoned her moral center

and teachings...

when she's cast aside her facade of propriety

and lady like demeanor...

when I have so corrupted this fragile thing

and brought out a writhing, mewling, bucking, wanton whore

for my enjoyment and pleasure.....

enticing from within, this feral lioness...

growling and scratching and biting...

taking everything I dish out to her...

...

at that moment she is never more beautiful to me. "

- Marquis de Sade




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