Photography of an Irish Transvestite in Berlin

The barbers strop is an evil little piece for dispensing pain, it is a slim and short leather implement for sharpening barbers blades. It has a stub handle and it is pocked with tiny cut marks from the old blades. I found one in an antique shop in London. Lillianne my French friend knows how to use it, it is her favorite item for beating me. The strop doesn't cut skin it compresses and bruises and causes very long periods of soreness. The soreness lasts for hours and often swells my backside , it is particularly evil when used on the thighs and sides of my back 

I have a friend who owns an old building outside Berlin, she allows me to use it for photography, I often just walk about dressed as a girl and the very odd time I allow myself to be beaten in the myriad of unused rooms. I will miss this old building when it is sold and developed. 




Expose in Berlin 

She tied me to the large wooden chair in the middle of the dank bare room, I was already beaten to her satisfaction, I was sore and a little apprehensive, I was correct,  after she tied me firmly to the chair she grabbed my hair tightly and whispered " you, you  little tramp are going to get the big cock ". 

She left me alone for what seemed hours, the soreness on my bare ass was accentuated by being left alone, restrained. It was very dark in the old room only a small candle in the corner threw some light, my wrists were sore and ankles were pulling on the binding. I shifted a little then felt her behind me, she dribbled hot oil on my back, I felt it run slowly down to find the gap between my red raw buttocks, it ran down and touched my anus, then she used her fingers to slowly prise open the lips of my ass. She worked her fingers deftly and firmly then walked away again and came back, she set the huge vibrator on the chair where I could see it, it was at least ten inches and very thick. 

She moved in behind me and moved me as she wanted, she reached over and took the huge rubber cock and placed the tip between my buttocks, the tip touched the edge of my burning anus and then I felt it starting to enter my rectum. Slowly,firmly it opened my lips and I tensed a little but it was so sore I fell back a little and let it enter me, I couldn't fight it, it entered and she pushed and wiggled it, now it felt good, the pain of my beating subsided and I felt the huge cock slide slowly up my backside. She kept slowly pushing until it was half way up my rectum, she grabbed my midrift and started to sodomise my ass. Hard now she pushed it up and pulled it back, she found a rythme it was moving inside me sometimes sore and sometimes sheer bliss, it was now fully ten inches inside my ass and she turned it on. She pushed it fully inside and left me to the mercy of the vibrating cock. My ass was full of the big toy, pushing and vibrating of it's own accord. I was being fucked by a big man made sexual beast, tied to a chair I could do nothing but let the thing do it's sexual work, the mistress left the room and came back when she guessed the battery had run out. 

In the Forest 

The best place for a transvestite bitch after the birch 

The outhouse is the place where I know Lillianne will always take me to get beaten, she has a vicious temper and is very strong, she is persuasive, devious and dominant, she is also very intelligent and gifted. She sets traps and is aware of her power, her preferred instrument of control is the birch rod. The rod is a nasty instrument as it leaves marks and is cruel, Lillianne beats the back of my legs and works up, she follows and waits for the unexpected moment, often in the old isolated garden she will leave me  vulnerable,  with just a flimsy satin night dress. She goes off drinking and scheming. She will come back and wait until she is in a mood for caning and when she does she does it with serious intent, she knows there is no-one to listen and she knows I moan and whimper and often cry out after a nasty hit with her rod. It is her territory and she delivers pain as and when she sees fit, she knows her limits are flexible and she knows the hurt and humiliation she can cause. She uses sodomy to maintain control and she will use restraints to effect more humiliation . It is always her shout and any deviation  or argument results in more pain. She knows I will take it and that consent is implicit.