I often go into the forests to receive beatings from my two mistresses, I find it primitive, to be so close to nature and to be beaten in isolation. Lillianne likes to beat me hard and often to the point where I cry out and often scream, her friend remains in the background - she acts as a lookout - I call her the watch woman, she sometimes assumes the role of deliverer and can be as harsh as Lillianne. They visit once or twice a month, sometimes they take friends to watch, it turns them on, sometimes they sexually abuse me, Lillianne prefers the rod, she practices martial arts and she is in total control of our trips, any straying from her control is punished by the rod to the back of my legs, it is extremely sore and the pain can last for many hours. The consent is implicit, if I travel to the forest dressed as a young woman then it is clear that I will be beaten, if I don't want to go that is my choice, Lillianne knows her limits and she uses discretion to extract the maximum satisfaction. Punishment and control is a two way process, three hours in an isolated forest creates the opportunies to tease out the needs and desires of both parties. Sexual desire plays an important part, I always experience erection and I feel sexual heat particularly in my anal region. Lillianne often uses sodomy as a method of control.
