I guess it is time to create my blog after procrastination. I delayed out of fear of not knowing what to write. Here goes nothing then. I am an introvert alpha male. I know this will confuse some but allow me the chance to explain. I do not believe a true alpha/dom is someone that needs to beat his chest or remind everyone who he or she is. I whole hearted believe that someone who has a commanding presence in the room without saying a word is the pinnacle that a dom should strive for. I was fascinated with this when I saw my grandfather at family reunions, he would be sitting at the head of the table. By lifting his hand, the entire table would quiet down. He would speak softly but firmly as needed and no one questioned his logic. This was my template of how I wanted to evolve myself to be.
I joined the Army when I was 18 to instill discipline in my life the day after my grandfathers funeral. While serving, my eyes were opened by a civilian. He mentored and guided me to understanding that is wasnt words that created the Alpha, it was a persons actions. I took that to heart but also let the blood rush somewhere else during my first Dom/Sub relationship. When it failed, I sought guidance from my mentor. He merely laughed while telling me I forgot the first lesson he ever taught me. Sheepishly, I admitted that I wasnt ready to call myself an Alpha. With a warm smile, he told me that I had just took the first step towards my goal.
Admitting that I was clueless helped me understand that I had so much still to learn. Even today I still push myself to learn and evolve.
Now that I have briefly explained my education, I must get back to the statement of being an introvert Dominate Male.
I do not trust or like people due to their nature of being set in their personal ways. Those who wish to learn gain more respect to me then those who "know everything". Meeting new people has always been tough for me because of my thoughts that everyone was a sheep. While this thought is still in my head today, I have learned to lessen the impact with my actions. People annoy me is my defense to being an introvert. My actions to change my mindset is to teach those who ask. I will answer any and all questions as well. This should be a good starting point for my blog, more entries will be added as my topics come to mind.