If I could spend everyday learning I would. I want to know as much as I can about just about everything. I keep reading all of these blogs. Whether they are real or not does not matter, it has shown me that at least someone other than me had these same thoughts and desires. Can you have it all? I don't know. I never have. I am not complaining but it would be nice if just once I could evolve as a person via a revolution instead of by evolution.
It's like being caught between two different worlds all the time. Who am I? Which version of me am I? Well let me describe myself with no labels and when I am done what description fits.
1. I am in charge of myself at work.
2. I have a successful career.
3. I am a woman in a mans job traditionally.
4. I am in control of all areas of my life.
5. I am independant.
6. I am intelligent.
What do I want?
1. I want to be a woman and embrace my femininity.
2. I want to find a man that is stronger than me.
3. I want to give up control to someone that can be trusted.
4. I want to be vulnerable with someone.
5. I want to be protected, bound, fucked hard, then held and told I am beautiful.
6. I want to be someones every desire.
7. I need to please.
So who am I? Little, submissive, slave, bottom....... I guess I will see where this evolution takes me.
