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Plain Jane

Well I am just a plain Jane with simple thoughts. Bdsm is new and I love learning about it. One day I may have a relationship. I have tried a couple of times but have come to realize I get attached fast and that is not a good thing. So for now going to continue my learning.
3 years ago. July 1, 2020 at 1:21 PM

So what is Horton really teaching us? Our whole lives we are told to help people be kind to others. Yet most people only use one another. Hurt the ones they love because why? Because by trying to save them hurt people lie to them hide things and say they are doing it because they are trying to protect them from the pain. “Please excuse my poor language here” but I call horseshit. They are trying to save their own butts. They don’t want to face the  tears that they are going to cause or see the tears that will come from the truth. If you have ever watched the movie Horton hears a who it’s so part of real life.  They even have two more kinds of people the good blade and the bad blade. The good balds make cookies and the bad blades you don’t want to know. What the heck people don’t you see the mockery here. I’M A HORTON!!!!! I 98% of the time am happy I go about doing nice things for people trying to make people smile. Weather it’s fresh baked cookies on their desk or just an encouragement card from the dollar store. Or flowers from the discount section. Yes I love that section and fresh discount flower all over my house. Anyway yup didn’t take my meds today so sorry I’m all over the place uggggh. Ok.... moral of this blog I need to stop helping people I need to stop being a pass the ketchup girl. Now as far as lie to people I need to learn how to be able to lie. I mean I can I come up with great lies I just can’t because if I do my stomach kills me till I fess up and tell the truth. I need to stop trying to make other people happy. I need to stop caring if others are unhappy because it’s not my fault they are unhappy. I know it’s not because I’d have to have something to do with them and I don’t get involved with people I stay to myself. So please tell me why I care. Now as far as staying to myself it at least keeps most of the bad blads away. It isn’t 100% proof of keeping them away I still have to be their doormat. BUTT❤️ I don’t want to be a Horton or a pass the ketchup girl. I want to take that ketchup bottle and squirt it all over their face. Because that’s what they deserve. Or in my case stomp on their feet because that’s how a princess takes care of an ogre.  And just to let you know no one was mean to me. Just thinking about self help here and I need to stop loving more than dislike. Need to stop caring. Need to stop being nice. Need to stop giving. Need to stop being honest. Actually came up with a way to hopefully take care of that one just going to say rather not talk about it or it’s not my business or it’s none of your business. Ha that should work. I may not matter to anyone in this world may never have but taking the safe route hasn’t worked either. And even if I don’t matter to anyone else I should matter to myself. maybe it’s time to get dangerous. 

oh my I so hear the fire alarms going off in my head. It’s a really good thing I have a great hair color specialist and person that cut my hair and they know when I say I hear the alarms that don’t do any funny colors or cut my hair short!🤣😆😂❤️

Lion​(dom male){Hazel Eyes} - My friend, live your life any fucking way you want. Be nice , don't be nice, just as long as you are happy with who you are. I treat people the way I think they should be treated, if your nice to me I will treat you well, if you shit on me well you better look over your shoulder because I will get you one day. Take care of you first, then see if you want to care for other's. Hope you have a wonderful day, and sometimes you just got to say fuck everyone. Big Hug.
3 years ago
Wandarae - That’s the problem I just kick my car tires and take it I do t even usually get mad.
3 years ago
Lion​(dom male){Hazel Eyes} - Well, then you sound like my father very well tempered about things, don't get me wrong he get's mad at some things but for the most part no. As long as you"re not letting someone take advantage of you or abuse you, sometimes best to just let things go. My mother used to say pick your fights carefully, because some are not worth the effort.
3 years ago
Wandarae - Thank you but that’s the problem I’m a human doormat as well as a Horton
3 years ago
Lion​(dom male){Hazel Eyes} - May I ask, why do you choose to let people walk on you? Do you feel you don't have a voice? I felt that way most of my life until I got sick of being someone's punching bag and stood up for myself. It's one thing to be a nice person and avoid confrontation, my mother always said takes a bigger man to walk away then fight, but sometime's you just have to fight for yourself and sometimes for others.
3 years ago
Wandarae - I’m scared and my fears have been proven real time after time
3 years ago
Lion​(dom male){Hazel Eyes} - We are all scared in life, of people, places, things, it's natural to have fear, but if we let our fears control our life then we are not living life just existing in life. Have you talked to your doctor about this or someone trained to help?
3 years ago

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