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Plain Jane

Well I am just a plain Jane with simple thoughts. Bdsm is new and I love learning about it. One day I may have a relationship. I have tried a couple of times but have come to realize I get attached fast and that is not a good thing. So for now going to continue my learning.
3 years ago. July 28, 2021 at 3:25β€―AM

Soooo I make these amazing boxes. Some are just because boxes some are get well soon some are you are missed. Each one is different no two are alike. I started making them when my daughter…… um she went away for a while for long periods of time, and no not…. To prison although I have said she needs to be locked up. 😁

anyway sorry getting off track. Am I crazy…..??? Loaded question here but I am asking. 

so someone hurt me they made me cry myself to sleep for over 9 days I didn’t know if they were alive or dead. I texted I called no response from them. Then I had to pull out my mean girl panties and send a not so nice text. Yes sorry I played his ego. I know I know I’m a bad.  Uggggh yes here it is that thing that I can read people. I knew if I sent it and they were alive they would answer. I was not wrong at all, in less than three minutes I had a response. I really do not like this gift or curse I have, but it works. 

ugggh off track again sorrrrrrry. Anyway I had known about their surgery and waited yes waited not knowing for sure. though in my gut I knew. I really did know I just needed confirmation really. And they ignored me. I was hurt not going to lie about that at all. But I had started making him a care package these take at least a week or two to make like I said they are really amazing. But now I look at it and question should I send it. I mean I took my time to make it. It is personal for just for their personality I can’t send or give it to anyone else. It would be ridiculous.  

answered my own question I’m crazy and a dumba$$. I’m sending it if they don’t want it because of their ego then that’s up to them to be mean not me. I’m not going to stop loving someone that stopped loving themself a long time ago. I maybe not so smart at grammar or spelling or computers but I am not a JERK!!! I took my time and they can sit on it. Thanks guys ♥️♥️♥️♥️

PS yes it’s for a man and there is facial masks and good hygiene stuff. Hygiene is nothing to be ashamed of. My coworkers have not stopped laughing but really most men just don’t like getting caught but inside they really enjoy the pampering. And if you ladies are asking what question I think your asking in your heads. The answer is YES. 😁☺️🤷‍♀️

Jlicious​(sub female) - Lmao, as am reading this am like , going crazy myself lol , u getting off track lol πŸ˜‚
It just sucks but if that were me I wouldn’t send it , can’t help but get pissed . But then again it is personalized to him and took you time to make it , after I was done being pissed I would prob send him an empty box πŸ“¦ and maybe put dog shit inside lol ( kidding, um maybe πŸ€” )
3 years ago
Wandarae{Not lookin} - You see that is my biggest problem. I don’t get mad or angry very often. Not saying never just not often. It does no good and getting angry let’s him do two things. One he takes that time from me I lose out on time of happiness and I will never get that time back it’s gone. Two it’s just really really not a good thing to make me mad like it will cause you years to clean up my destruction. Just ask my ex husband he made me very very very very angry so I went and bought two 50 pound bags of wild flower seeds. And I spread it all over his entire front yard yes I used a grass seed spreader. And yes I did it at midnight in the dark so not sure how straight my lines were. But We had a huge front yard oh and by the way it was all gravel. He is still having to weed and pull those flowers and it’s been 11 years now. ( he has bad knees) 😬. I have canceled girls makeover appointments on prom day for a nice surprise for their senior prom. It….. well as you see it’s just not good I’m a bad “seed” 🀣🀣🀣 omg I love that pun. Ok off topic again sorry. Now for the most important reason I’m going to send it. It’s the nice thing to do. And I love him as a person now he was a friend but now he’s a person. I am not going to stop loving him either because love makes me feel better inside. And also why would I waste my time that I spent to make that amazing box. I put my time in it, and why would I let my time go unappreciated. Why would I let my talent be hidden. I am not a jerk…… not calling him a JERK just saying I’m not one…. He’s more of BAD MOOSE. And he can sit on it…… please don’t let anyone ever control your anger. Thank you though because you said put poop in it and I laughed for about five minutes….. so needed that. Ok just read that for errors I am crazy.
3 years ago
Jlicious​(sub female) - Lmao damn girl , you did all that ? Yea def dont want you angry lol
But am glad was able to make you laugh .
Best of luck πŸŒΈπŸ’•πŸŒΈπŸ’•
3 years ago
Wandarae{Not lookin} - Yes I really did do that. Thank you. Thinking about that makes me rotflmfao. Best endeavors to you also. 😁♥️
3 years ago

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