Have you ever thought the walls you built around you were high enough and thick enough to protect you. Well I have discovered no matter how tall they are how thick they are that people want in. Not because they like you but because they think you have something they want.
now I would like to say that it’s your friendship or love. But it’s not. They want your HAPPINESSES!!!!! They want your happiness, not to be happy but your unhappiness makes them happy.
They don’t even want your things your material things. But they take them anyway because those things may have made you happy. Which is wrong because things shouldn’t make us happy but they do. We are all human and we do get attached to material things.
now when I think about my treasures it’s not the actual thing it’s the memories that go along with the item. if you think about this I don’t think it’s the actual thing. It’s like this I have a TV but when you see it you see just a TV. I see my first TV ever and my kids giving it to me right after I had COVID. Lol I don’t watch the darn thing but maybe once a month but I see the love and the thought in that box and someone else sees a TV and cash at a pon shop.
anyway back on track here I feel like dory “ohhhh shiny”
walls are meant to keep people and things out. But do they really? I so wish they did. But life brings them in. Do you think one could live in a big city and go unnoticed? Or does one need to live in a cabin in the middle of the woods to get peace. Maybe the real question is…. Is there really peace at all? Or does peace come from within? Ok I know we make our own lives and I know how we handle things also affects how we feel. And I know that our character in how we do things also has a lot to do with our peace within us.
so I need someone’s help here I need to learn how to lie just once plz. Just the thought of telling this lie has had me up all night. My stomach is in knots and well yes I’ve been sick all night. I can’t lie and this issue is huge and I have to or I will be swallowed up and spit out. Yes it really does mean if I have a home and food. But I just don’t want to my stomach hurts so bad it’s not funny. So please how does one LIE!!!!!!!!