I freely consent, my love.
Indulge my need for pleasure and pain.
I love it like the sweet and salty of peanut butter
The hot and cold of an open window on a wintry day
The dappled sunlight on my face when the seasons turn pleasant.
The loud noises of crowds while I observe from afar,
Or ice cubes on my hot, sweaty skin.
I need pain and pleasure BOTH.
I freely give my consent.
Take it.
Resident Evil over Lady R
Sandwiches over sex
Duty to please me or you over desire to be intimate
Spicing up not necessary, you say
Waste of money, those panties
I love you just the way you are
I bought you a toy
I bought me a toy
I'm triggered, my love, restraint releases the anxiety
Like so often before.
Just red leather cuffs and an hour of your time.
Damn, baby.
Kiss and then God of War.
Remember what's truly important
Your spouse? Or your system?
Priorities
With my thoughts
My needs take action
Self-care
Starts fires
You don't touch me
But I burn in my mind
I come home
I start fires in bed
Alone
What husband doesn't know
Is I'm exploring, exploding
Craving more
Alone
When husband comes home
He's surprised by my need
My urgency
My cravings
My drunken demands
But I've already ridden the roller coaster alone
It's not a game, nor a simple kink
This brat begs for discipline
Pain
But only gets it when you're online and
I'm alone.
The sex is supposed to be fun
Not a race to run
The journey is far better than the end
Look at me
What do you see?
A gift
A duty
A means to an end
Or a treat?
I like to be used
But not like a tool
Packed away
Until you need it.
Give me what I need
And I'll take care of you.
This is a lifestyle
My whole life
Not just a little spice
But the whole habañero.
I am:
just waiting for that partner
that sharing of
skin
emotions
sweat
that control given
control taken
spankings to happen
feathers to tickle
rope to bind
wax to melt
cold ice
warm sheets
wet towels
hot fantasies
are you game, my love?
don't want to walk away...
Everyone,
Thanks for taking the time out to read my blog. Here is where I leave all my frustration...and ALL my truths.
My Love,
Just smack
Just choke
Just wax
Just chains
Just pinch
Just pain
Just once!
Like a candle on a cake,
I await, lit, waiting to be
blown out
The fires inside
Burn hotter than ever before
There is so much
Inside
Waiting to be explored
I just need
Your OK
Your control
Blow out my flame
Before I melt
And destroy
This cake
"Honey, let's bake cookies...we don't spend enough time together."
"OK, fine. I'll give you the stuff, and then come back later..."
3rd party whispers in his ear
"Let's do this."
Grudging
Pained look
"All mixed. I love you."
I portion
I bake
I plate
No credit
"These cookies are how I got laid last night."
My crying
Your confusion
You sex me because you don't want to unravel
Our issues
Dancing in the sun
Weeping in the shade
I'm a little dark.
You didn't know this about me?
I tell you too much about me, your wife?
Control
Bondage
Deny me a little....but not because you're lazy.
A whipping
A forced O
Feet on my back
Is that too much to ask?
I'm here, looking.
A little afraid.
My own cage.
I can see out...
Will I open the door
And give a true Master my keys?