Flying in Chains

With my thoughts

My needs take action

Self-care

Starts fires

You don't touch me

But I burn in my mind

I come home

I start fires in bed

Alone

What husband doesn't know

Is I'm exploring, exploding

Craving more

Alone

When husband comes home

He's surprised by my need

My urgency

My cravings

My drunken demands

But I've already ridden the roller coaster alone

It's not a game, nor a simple kink

This brat begs for discipline

Pain

But only gets it when you're online and

I'm alone.