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I identify my kink as Primal. What is Primal? Fluid, ever changing, real raw and animalistic. I’m approachable, so don’t be scared to send a message to me, but make it interesting to read and capture my attention. No one liners like “How are you…”

My erotica is written from memories of play sessions. I am an author that loves to evoke emotions within a reader. Want to understand me? Read my profile. It’s long and articulated for a reason. I have begun to publish books. Want to find out where to get them? Private message me for the link.
1 week ago. Jan 12, 2022, 1:16 AM

The nasty brings gasps to her lips. Being manhandled and fucked every which way but Sunday. Being spanked. Being tormented. Being fucked relentlessly. Being mind fucked, controlled and owned. Being taken in a lust filled whirlwind of passion. Orgasm after orgasm delivered.


It was all wonderful. But what she cherished most, was the protection she felt when snuggled in his arms. The way he reached out and pulled her into him. How her body slid perfectly into his. The feeling of safety in an aftercare embrace where the world around her just disappears.


The type of embrace where she can close her eyes and the troubles of the world vanish. In that embrace, nothing can penetrate their world. The worries, the anxiety, the concerns all fade away to non existent whilst in his arms.


The type of embrace that completely envelops her and silently screams you are mine… An embrace so powerful that it calms and subdues her internal struggles. An embrace that allows her to finally understand inner peace, love and tranquility.


The type of embrace where she knows she has finally found her home…

2 weeks ago. Jan 5, 2022, 4:27 AM

Touch her. Tease her. Taunt her. Turn her into a breathless mess of desperation.


Watch and enjoy her becoming a desperate, begging little whore.


Tease her with your cock. Rub it gently against her cunt. Feel her wetness. Listen to her moans as her desperation leaks from her mouth, while your cock rubs against her clitoris.


Order her to beg for your cock. Deny her. Tease her more. Feel her body come alive as that desperate need for cock takes hold of her.


Push her legs back over her head. Open her holes for easy access. Grip a fistful of hair and pull her head forcefully forward, so she can watch as you take her, stretch her and fill her wet, needy cunt.


It’s time to feed that desperate little whore...

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She was angry. Pissed at him. His hand is lightning fast. Grabbing her by the back of her head, turning her towards the bed. He pins her onto the bed, face down.


He positions her. Head pushed down, ass in the air. Perfect position for easy access to her cunt.


He begins finger fucking her, while pushing her head into the bed. She’s reaching backwards, her hands wrapped around his, trying desperately to release his grip.


The first orgasm tears through her body. As it washes over her body, she feels something inserted into her ass. Round balls. Anal beads sliding in.


She tries to resist. To fight and get enough leverage to push herself up. His strength is too much. He holds her prone. Face down on the bed. Working the toy in and out of her ass. Fucking her with the toy.


She fights harder, as he increases the pressure and thrust. Involuntarily she cums. She has never cum from anal before, far less a toy fucking her ass. The monumental force of him using her, together with her trying to fight has caused a reaction that makes her cum.


Four orgasms later, he leans forward whispering in her ear.


“So much for you not wanting this you fucking little whore. That dripping cunt is betraying you, isn’t it…”


She remains silent, refusing to respond to him. He pushes the toy in deeper than anything has ever penetrated her before. She cries out loudly as another orgasm rips through her body.


His mouth still close to her ear, he growls the words


“Who do you fucking belong to, you slutty little whore. Who owns your fucking orgasms…”


She moans as another orgasm builds within her, consuming her completely.


”You Sir. I belong to you. Only you.”

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There are some baselines in kink that are very important. Consent, negotiation, trigger management, boundaries, communication, limits and aftercare. I have covered those topics already in other blogs I’ve released here as well as one of my books titled Kink for beginners. This chapter opens up and discusses the topic of safe words, safe sounds and safe movements. 


In kink, constant communication is a must. Play sessions are fluid. They can push our boundaries. They can lean on limits. They can expose us to new things that we may or may not enjoy. They can be fun, or they can make us slightly uncomfortable either physically, mentally or sometimes both. 

Safe words are a safety tool predominantly used by submissives or bottoms. An important tool used to ensure that they can openly communicate with their Dominant, or other Top that they are playing with. Top is used in the sense of any type of player that controls the submissive / bottoms physical, emotional and / or mental state. 

Safe words are used to convey how the bottom feels. It allows the Top to clearly understand if the bottom is comfortable in the current style of play, or if they are potentially approaching, pushing at or even crossing a boundary, whether that be physical, mental or emotional in context. 

But safe words don’t just belong to the submissive or bottom. They can also be used by the Dominant or Top. Majority of the time, it will be a bottom that uses them, but in some cases, a Top can call a safe word. This can be because their emotional or mental state declines suddenly, they are asked to do something that they question, or they find themselves confronted with personal moral or ethical issues. 

Morals are a very personal thing. For instance a sub may have religious fantasies. They may want to role play that they are seduced by a Pastor and fucked at the pulpit. The Top may be highly religious and this pushes personal moral boundaries. Or perhaps the sub likes calling her Top by a term such as Daddy. The Top may have personal issues about this and not like the use of that word. 

Or perhaps the bottom wants to be fucked like an animal and asks to be humiliated and spat on or pissed on. Once again, this may surprise the Top, depending upon their personal moral standing. What might seem insignificant to one party, can cause serious internal triggers and concerns with another. Enter the use of safe words that protects both bottom and Top.


The use of words such as “No” or “Don’t do that” or “Stop” sound easy enough to use. However where play in kink gets blurred, is when a submissive pretends to not want something, or perhaps plays verbally with his/her partner, using “No” as a way to get the Dominant to actually push and do more. Or perhaps the bottom will tease the Top by saying “No” yet wanting the Top to actually ignore that plea and instead push them. The lines blur. This is where defined and set safe words work best. 


This is an age old question. Some people have the belief that they should make up and use a word that they very rarely use, or that wouldn’t be used in any conversation piece. Whilst this is great in theory, when the heat of the moment occurs, and it is paramount that instant halt to play occurs, what if that negotiated word is forgotten by the bottom or the Top doesn’t recognise it. 

An age old use of the traffic light system of green, yellow/amber, red has been a successful way of verbalising safe words that effectively work. 


This is a great way to convey the meaning that as a bottom, you are fine and that you are okay if it turns up a notch. 


Depending upon your part of the world, the middle traffic light is either called Yellow or Amber. Let’s use Yellow as the term for this example. Yellow lets the Top know that you are getting close to the limits of play that may be escalating, or has escalated, and that you are happy with the level it is at, but it’s time to perhaps calm a little. Not to stop the play, but to ease up a little.

Not just confined to physical limits either, where perhaps the pain of being spanked is at its acceptable threshold for you, but to spank harder would cause real and unwanted discomfort. It may be mental or psychological as well. It may be used where you are both experimenting with something that once triggered you and you trust the partner enough to try to overcome known triggers. Yellow can be used to quickly allow the Top to identify that you are now in a state, where fear has entered your mental state and you need to tread carefully. 

An example of calling yellow on physical, would be the bottom saying “Yellow on that spanking. That’s beginning to feel uncomfortable.” The Top could then respond with “Are you able to take a few more spanks, or do you want me to slow down?” Or perhaps the pulling of the subs hair is a little too vigorous. Calling yellow on that will allow the Top to quickly readjust and lessen the impact, to ensure the mood isn’t lost from too much pain.

An example of calling Yellow in a sense of Mental or Psychological, would be the bottom saying “Yellow on the hand around my throat / wrists. I’m beginning to feel scared.” The Top could then respond with “Would you like me to let go or to continue lightly?”


Red is a finite and instant safe word that halts the play. No questions asked at the time. It ends there and then. The type of play could have triggered physical problems, such as severe cramping or inflammation. Or perhaps ability to freely breathe was impacted. Or in the case of mental or psychological, something (not necessarily intentional from the Top) may have triggered a reaction such as fear or acute anxiety that pushes beyond acceptable limits for the bottom. 

For instance, memories of past abuse from others may have surfaced from the way a Top grabs, manhandles or manipulates the bottom.  Red signifies instant cease and desist and to go straight into aftercare mode. To make the bottom feel safe again by allowing the ability to calm down. Once calmed, conversation can occur between both parties to understand what occured, what caused the trigger or issue and how to avoid that occurring in future situations. 


Safe words are great, but what about the times you are wearing a ball gag, a hood, a mask or some other item that restricts your ability to talk? Or what if the bottom is non verbal by nature and doesn’t actually talk? Or what if they are mute?

Many situations can cause the inability to talk. This is where safe movements and / or safe sounds come into play. It may be the simple motion of a hand or arm, or perhaps the bottom is holding an item that can be dropped that causes a sound (like a small ball with a bell inside it). Perhaps the bottom holds a squeaky toy that is squeezed when a trigger occurs.

Or perhaps you attach a couple of fishing bells onto the fingers of the bottom. Attach them with Velcro. The bottom wiggles those fingers hard and fast and holds them up to gain the attention of the Top. There are many ways that safe movements and safe sounds can be introduced. Just make sure you test them out before play begins, to ensure they work well enough to get the Tops attention. 


Who cares. Safety, negotiation and informed consent is the baseline of any play session in kink, whether experienced players or inexperienced. Anything can happen, especially when playing hard or rough on a physical level, or when edge playing with mental kinks. It may be that simple hair pulling triggers a rape that has been buried and forgotten from years or decades earlier. Safe words exist to protect both parties from the unexpected.

Yellow or Red is not always about the actions of the current play partner. Triggers can occur that cause ghosts from the past to appear. Where resistance occurs to use safe words, sounds or movements is normally from new or inexperienced Dominants or Tops. Those Dominants will often assume that calling Red has occured because of them, not understanding that past trauma can trigger negative emotions or psychological speed bumps.

Experienced Dominants or Tops will openly discuss and quite often insist on the use of safe words. This is to ensure the safety of the play partner. Experience allows the understanding of the importance of boundaries and negotiable and flexible play styles. Play that can escalate, reduce or stop where and when needed. 


If you found this article informative or educational, please comment and love the post as well as tell others about it and give them the link to read it. There can never be enough education in kink.

1 month ago. Dec 1, 2021, 12:46 AM

They had only met the first time just under half an hour earlier. A meet for coffee in a quiet little cafe. He had been teasing her mind for a few weeks, playing with her senses in non stop filthy, suggestive and very debauched messages.


He knew her husband was at work, and he suggested they finish their coffee's and go back to her place. She looked at him with wide eyes, but nodded in agreement quickly.


They arrived shortly after, and the chemistry was electric as they entered the front door. He unzipped her jeans and quickly removed them. He didn't bother even removing her panties. He forced her onto her back, and slid his hand under the wet fabric of her soaked underwear.


He enjoyed listening to her moan with lust as he drove his fingers deep inside her wet, hungry cunt.


"I'm going to make you cum for me, you little whore. I'm going to finger fuck you until you orgasm and make you squirt so fucking violently that you cover yourself and me with your sweet and sticky juices."


He listened to her moan louder, watching her mouth open, one of her hands trying to grip the floor, her other hand sliding under her soaked panties and her hand gripping his as the lust took over her entire body.


He felt her stomach convulse, her legs quiver, her body shake and her cunt tighten as the first orgasm began to build and prepared to take over her mind, body and senses.


"Be a good fucking whore and cum for Daddy" he whispered


"Oh fuck Daddy. Oh go....oh god I'm going to cum" was all she could manage to moan as her entire body shook with the first of a dozen forced orgasms...



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