pulling strength from somewhere

This year has been challenging. Heartbreak, tears, change, moving, smiles, laughter, finding myself, breaking down my own wall that has hidden the sub so I can finally become who I’ve always known I was supposed to be with zero fucks to give. But yet it has been the scariest and most freeing thing ever. I’ve met some awesome people and some not so awesome. I tried so hard to find a Dom at first that I only became disappointed...I put a lot of pressure on myself. So I then decided not to go searching. Sit back and go into it with a mentality like I was just making friends. And that’s exactly what I’ve done. It’s amazing. There’s a ton of amazing people on here and I’ve had the best conversations. I learned that meeting people is fun and without trying maybe while making friends I’ll end up chatting with someone I have a spark with. Only time will tell. I’m no longer in a hurry. ?