" this is the day things will surely change, this is the day things fall into place"
-----lyrics the the ---soul mining
One of my favorite songs it took new meaning on this day.
You see this song began to play at the exact moment she accepted me. And suddenly everything that had been bleak became brighter than ever.
While i have felt welcomed back into the community here on tbe cage, after my failed attempt to be Vanilla. I was losing hope it didnt seem to be in the stars for me. While it felt nice to give advice and guidance to members based on my past. It didnt seem like i was going to have a future. I was going to give up completely. Then i spoke with several wonderful beautiful people in a few short days.
One amazing Little contacted me that i couldn't seem to stop thinking about no matter what I was doing. I was baffled because others better fit the bill of what i was looking for but i wanted nothing more than for her to say. She wanted to be mine. Today she did! And i am a very Happy man! Our first session went very well! She is a very good girl and even better naughty girl. I am anxious that the scene i set for us should have been better. I think it comes down to i am better in person. Online is rough for me. Its hard to explain but face to face i have had way better results. Today with her was amazing. I cant wait to see what tomorrow brings. It is just going to destroy me that she is so far away! I want to hold her so badly. But this was the day that things surely change and very much fell into place. Thank you for your trust. You know who you are thank you simply for being you.
