My boss took his shirt off in the store again...
It shouldn't have any effect on me but it does.
I stop thinking and breathing and start drooling. He's breathtaking to look at.... He has no idea that I like him and I would probably lose my job of he ever found out... I can't help but admire him and I'm constantly berating myself for wondering what it would be like if he ever actually noticed me took an interest. I'm nobody's "type" here at work tho, I'm just a doormat for them to use. I haven't slept in over 36hrs and I won't have a chance to get any sleep until Monday night. I live with a controlling and somewhat abusive ex and my life is a giant Klusterfuk right now because of it. I have feelings for my boss and it makes it difficult to be around him cuz I want to tell him everything.......
