I recently realized that it has been a minute since I have written for myself. It hit me when a friend asked me to write a recommendation letter for her. I was flattered and a little scared because I hadn’t actually written anything in a while. I had written reviews on Google Maps, Amazon, and comments or posts on Reddit but nothing that required me to use any real writing skills. It took me a bit but what I came up with she said she loved; and coming from an actual published author that meant a lot. I hope it helps her to get the job because she deserves it. That’s why I am starting this blog. I want to work on my writing skills and use my creativity again. I miss it and it will be nice to have an outlet again.
Enough backstory as to why I am doing this. Onward to the fun writing. I am newish into the kink world. I knew early on that I liked having my hair pulled and being tied up. I asked my partner to choke me and spank me but he would only lightly spank me in the doggy position every once in awhile because he was afraid of hurting me. Um… That was kind of the point. (I started to write more backstory on this relationship but decided it would make this long post even longer and not entirely necessary. It’s a life lesson I could share later if anyone wants to read it. Moving on.) I am now with an amazing man who I call my Master and Daddy depending on our mood. Daddy started as a joke. We both thought it was weird and I did it as a joke and after awhile it became a thing and we really like it. So I slowly started doing ageplay without really knowing that’s what I was doing. This eventually lead me to wanting to try Kittenplay. I’ve always loved cats and been cat like myself so it seemed natural to me. We haven’t done much with it but we definitely changed our relationship dynamic. This is when I started calling him Master. I had him set up rules I had to follow and I’m really enjoying it. (I also gave him a couple of cute rules like he can’t ever feel like a bad Daddy/Master because he is the best.) Recently I’ve noticed him changing and I can’t get enough of it. I think Master has gotten power hungry. If I don’t want to do something; call my boss, make an appointment, go to the restroom, he says “what if I order you to?” and gets this smile on his face that makes me melt. I thought I was drowning in love with him before but this is so different and I don’t know how to react! Seeing him be so dominant and controlling is such a turn-on. I think he wasn't sure about this relationship at first but he seems to have taken a likeness to it rather quickly. I'm so glad that we are both enjoying this new dynamic. I am excited to see where it goes and what this new world has to offer us.
Until next time Kinksters!
Zebra
