I want to thank all the wonderful people on here who took their time to read my blog and the friendships that I started to develop.
With that being said I'm not sure if I will continue on the cage.
I started reading the blogs so that I could better understand the Doms perspective so that I could be the best sub that I could be for my Sir.
The blogging started because during researching and learning more about the lifestyle. I saw how subs kept journals or their Doms assigned them writhing task. So I began these, and they became a daily read to my Sir.
He encouraged me to keep doing them and get back into my writing. Even though he wished that I continue to blog here..
Right now I'm not sure that I emotionally could handle that at this moment.
I have thought about writing about this chapter in my life as it was a beautiful chapter. If I do so I will most likely share that here.
He has told me that I should continue in the lifestyle because he says that I am a really good sub, but to be honest it took me 2 years to get to the point of allowing myself to submit.. Like I previously said I did the research to better myself, but because I wanted to be my best self for him. Not a random person but the man I had known a long time and are friends.
I am leaving my profile as is, because I am not looking for another and as I told him last night. I don't want another one and even though he says he sees that the lifestyle is part of me... I'm not ready nor do I know if I will continue in the lifestyle..
This was something truly special for me that we shared.