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Adventures with one's soul

Random thoughts that may or may not flow, but all add up the adventures to one's soul.
5 years ago. June 9, 2019 at 4:34 PM

I want to thank all the wonderful people on here who took their time to read my blog and the friendships that I started to develop.

With that being said I'm not sure if I will continue on the cage.

I started reading the blogs so that I could better understand the Doms perspective so that I could be the best sub that I could be for my Sir.

The blogging started because during researching and learning more about the lifestyle. I saw how subs kept journals or their Doms assigned them writhing task. So I began these, and they became a daily read to my Sir. 

He encouraged me to keep doing them and get back into my writing. Even though he wished that I continue to blog here..

Right now I'm not sure that I emotionally could handle that at this moment.

I have thought about writing about this chapter in my life as it was a beautiful chapter. If I do so I will most likely share that here.

He has told me that I should continue in the lifestyle because he says that I am a really good sub, but to be honest it took me 2 years to get to the point of allowing myself to submit.. Like I previously said I did the research to better myself, but because I wanted to be my best self for him. Not a random person but the man I had known a long time and are friends.

I am leaving my profile as is, because I am not looking for another and as I told him last night. I don't want another one and even though he says he sees that the lifestyle is part of me... I'm not ready nor do I know if I will continue in the lifestyle..

This was something truly special for me that we shared.

HGB​(sub female)​{Scottish M} - To truly be with one it does and should take time. After my long screwed up marriage I thought I would never love again, be sexual with anyone ever again. Well it took time. It's had been 2 years before I could trust again and it was slow. Your not there now, nor should you be. That's called a rebound. Don't do that. Please. All good relationships take time. Become friends with people even Doms. Become friends before sexual talk happens. Live your life for YOU. Take care of you. I'm here for you.
5 years ago
Angelnthedark​(switch female) - Thanks darling. Yeah before my sir it took me 4 yrs and a really good guy friend to help me heal from a 10 yr abusive relationship which I was extremely hard on myself for being in because I had been in a 5 year abusive relationship with my children's father before that... So that is why I don't want another Dom.. My relationship with Sir was/is so special to me. It's hard to explain there was/ is such a deeper and higher connection with him. Something I don't and won't give anyone..
5 years ago

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