Been thinking of times lost. People that I can never get back in my live, for one reason or another.
I been thinking about the natural power women have to influence the world around them. How they can see the good in everyone they meet. Even the true dirtbags of the world.
My thoughts are on the couple of women that have placed me under a spell that had me holding my breath. Pleading to be theirs.
These women are not the fakes that know the words that subs like to hear. They project power. Just talking about the day you know she is a natural Goddess that you must cherish.
I know it is a waste to think back on those times and try to pull back some of those feelings. But, here I am. On The Cage wondering if there are others out there. So silly. I should just be happy I touched the sun a couple of times and move on to my little life in the real world.
I do not write my feelings much on here. Thank you for this space to express my thoughts. Love you all.
-Alex