Since I've started on the cage which is probably less then a month I've come across some diverse people to say the least and learnt alot more then I first thought.
Although I'm not a stranger to BDSM I'm definitely still green! Thankfully I'm come across some decent Dom's that are more then willing to answer my queries.
I've always found myself wiser and curious for my age, it's a realm that's fascinated me since I knew what it was. Although my first thoughts my natural Catholic guilt thinking I was due some internal damnation for being a "sadist" when it turns out I'm far from it.
Also doesn't mean I have "daddy issues" because I want an older man to spank me and be affectionate towards me, actually just means I have an ideal type for the role I want him to play and I'm sure it's vice versa.
I've learnt I need to submit because I control every aspect of my personal life which is physically possible, I had alot of control taken away from me in my youth and it's made me go into hyper mode with it to say the least so having someone take care of me and be affectionate towards me in a certain way is a big thing for me. A big thing but not a bad thing as I've learnt!
