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Thoughts of a brat wrestling with what she is
7 months ago. October 4, 2023 at 8:16 PM


On the weekend I broke my 70 day sober streak. I'm sober for several reasons mostly because I have no self control and end up binding which leads to crippling anxiety, shame and self loathing for several days/weeks after.

I drank 20 pints and was riddled with shame the next day!

I was complaining to a friend that if i was in a permanent dynamic I'd be so much better because I needed punishing for being an idiot! He agreed I needed spanking for this and said he'd help.

I was told to collect the wooden spoon (pet hate of mine to be spanked with but not a limit) and something to write the "bad girl" tattoos with, I elected for black eyeliner.

"I want you to write "bad" on your right breast and "girl" on the left"

"Yes Sir"

"Then "sorry" on your right thigh and "daddy" on the left"

"Yes Sir"

"You are to kneel and say "I'm sorry I've been bad daddy and here is my penance"

I do so immediately.

"Good"

"We'll start with your pussy, 20 spanks on each lip. You will count and say "I'm sorry I was bad daddy"

"Yes Sir"

"After that, we'll repeat the same on your breasts, 20 each breast and 20 on each ass cheek but this will be done by hand. I think this is a reasonable warm up"

"Warm up!" I squeak!

"You have to pay for those 20 pints and one multiple of 20 isn't enough, don't you agree?" His voice was stern enough I knew not to try and play or complain.

"Yes Sir" I answer quickly, he was right I needed this punishment, I needed to learn.

I laid and took the first hit on my pussy lip, jumping from the first shock and started to count "I'm sorry I was bad daddy, one"

This carried on.

whack

whack

whack

Finally the last hit came.

"Good, now the other lip"

And we start again, the burn started to set in by this point along with my regret of my binge.

whack

whack

whack

The final one hit my pussy lip! "I'm sorry I've been bad daddy, 20!" I was thankful for the slight breather I got before he started on my thigh with the spoon.

At this point I was really starting to wimper, my voice had gone gravely as I kept counting each hit, squirming and counting as quick as I could without stuttering in fear of starting the count again.

My thigh section was complete and he swiftly moved on the my breasts and ass by hand, I kept my count but I was exhausted by now.

"Good" he said pleased with his handy work.

"Now that we've warmed up the areas, they are going to get 10 spanks for each pint. That's 200, so 100 each side. 100 each breast, 100 each cheek, 100 each thigh, 100 each pussy lip"

I can easily say my eyes fell out my head when he said this!

My punishment was carried out with gusto and towards the end I was on the brink of tears!

My skin skipped the red stage and went straight to bruising, fetching veins out all along the impact sites especially my boobs.

"Thank you for punishing me daddy"

He winked at me, "welcome to day one"

I fell asleep quickly but waking up several time with skin burns, I was okay with it.
Tags: Spanking,Punishment,Funishment(add)
May 23, 2022


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