I watched the movie "She said" last night. It's about the investigative reporting that led to the conviction of Harvey Weinstein on charges of sexual harassment and rape. Not only is it a good movie, but it caused me to reflect on the sexual entitlement of men in general. Most of my life I've been keen on the predicament women often face when confronted by male predators and a male dominated society.
My mother, who recently died, always taught me to treat women with respect and deference. I think in a lot of ways my submissiveness and obsequience to women is based on a profound guilt I feel for my gender's accepted privilege.
I'm very grateful to you for showing me, in no uncertain terms, exactly the role I should be expected to fulfill when encountering women sexually.
Also I feel it's necessary to explain that my crossdressing is not meant to be disrespectful, but rather a sense of my own personal emasculation and shame for the misbehavior of my gender.
Although, you of all people, I believe, are acutely aware of the sexual politics surrounding the subversion of little sissies like me who need to be sodomized in order to understand our role.