A long journey home

Princess, another weekend away from you. It bothers Daddy. When you aren’t in my arms when I go to bed, when I can’t grab you when I wake up, we’ll then nothing is in it’s place. My little needs me. My brat feels anxious without her Daddy.  Sometimes Daddy forgets how busy your mind can be and how tender your heart is. Truth is Daddy’s hurt too when they can be with their little. My little makes Daddy a better person, inside and out. My brat keeps Daddy playful. When I am away from my Princess, my heart is just as tender as yours.

Princess you have no idea how you amaze me. We did start this journey with expectations, honesty, and a set plan. It didn’t take us long to realize that plan wasn’t going to work. I crave you. I need you. You are my deepest and darkest desire. When I am away from you, a part of me is missing. The road we went have gone down, os by far the best journey of my life. From start to finish, your submission is all I need or want. Now that the tables have turned, and I am without you for two weekends out of the month, I crave you more. You fulfill my hunger, like only little red riding hood can. You will always be mine.

My perfect Princess. You are nothing short of amazing. Since coming into my life, you have brought me nothing but happiness. The last couple of months have been long and difficult with the distance. Shared memories and excitement for future memories are what keep us going for the time. Daddy yearns for your body. Daddy yearns for your touch. Daddy yearns for your whispers. I crave touching your face, and stroking your hair, knowing that your mind is clear. Above all, I crave the bond that we share. Knowing that only you, can bring to me what I have been searching for. What you willingly give, to me. In return, Daddy will always give you what you need. You have brought to me, my world. And I will always be grateful to call you mine, and I will always be proud to have you on my arm. 

Princess, another day down. Another day wishing I could be with you. So close to moving down, it's rather ironic these orders came when they did. You were worried about things being lost in the life we have to lead. But this time apart, I am remembered what drew me back to begin with. The connection we share through this lifestyle. We have a trust and communication that I've never had in any of my previous relationships. We have a bond that can't be broken, and a love that will never die. Whether by my hands to make you feel pain or pleasure, there's always love within these hands. Whether to bite or to kiss, there's passion within my lips. The thunderstorm outside makes me smile, wishing you were curled up with me in our bed. Things are busy, and we can't see each other as much as we want.... For now. But when we do, we make time for the important things. The things we hold dear. Playtime will always hold a special place in my heart and my mind. We will always make that commitment to continue to do what brought us together in the beginning, and will be with us until the end, for Daddy has nothing but love for his special little Princess.

My dearest Princess, you are nothing short of amazing. I am watching you sleep as I type this. Fate brought us together, love will keep us together. Neither one of us was looking for this, but the moment we met, we knew it was forever. I can't tell you why, or tell you how, I just know, you were meant to be in my arms. Whether to hold you, or to make you feel pain, it was where you belong. God or fate, it doesn't matter, we were meant to be. You did the math, so much has passed, but yet so little has changed. Yes, we don't get to have playtime as much, or we talk about so many different things now on text vs. before, however, the spirit is still there. I know when Daddy demands, he gets it. I know when Princess feels neglected, she is catered. Nothing is ever lost, just shifted. Nothing is ever dead, just reborn. Daddy has a saying he keeps in his head. "If you ever want to quit, remember why you started". I am sharing this with you now Princess, because you need to hear it too. You need to know, Daddy will always remember what brought him here, and why I have you. Always and forever, my love, my princess, my whore, and my wife.

From the moment we met, it was there. The connection. We had it before we met in person, it was there when we first started talking. My Princess, that connection, that bond, is everything. It is so tremendous, it's sometimes overwhelming. You are the half that I have been missing my entire life, Princess. I know you worry about some of our differences, but the thing is, I don't, because the connection we share is far stronger than any of our differences. We understand one another in ways that other people could only dream of. We feel each other in the same way. There aren't words to describe what we have. Waking up next to you is the greates feeling I have ever felt. Even when things are busy, and life happens, when I am with you, it is still incredible. You are my world, the most precious thing I have. You will always be my Princess.

It's been a while since I blogged. 9 months or so. In that time, we've been going down a road neither of us have gone down before. We found each other here. We found love here. Neither one of us expecting to find what we found, but we did. Neither one of us looking for it, but we found each other. The past 9 months have been nothing short of amazing, Princess. You have no idea what you do for me. You have no idea how you make me feel. If you would have said that I would have gone down this road a year ago, I would have laughed. But here we are, down this road, the one less traveled. But it was an easy decision for me, I never hesitated. I never thought twice. It was because of you, Princess. I've been down many untraveled roads before, but with you, it's different. Before, I was looking at a future riddled with questions, with a lot of unknowns. Then I met you. Then it all changed. The questions turned to opportunities, the unknowns turned to adventures. All of this because my little was holding my hand, because she looked up and smiled, and made me her world. In turn, I made her mine, and together, we skip down the road together, because her bubbly personality makes me smile, and makes me happier than I have ever been. I am sure I will buy a few stuffies along the way. Together Princess.

Wow. It's been 7 months. 7 months since being on here. A lot has changed, at least on the cage, but we haven't. We went through a lot, but we are nothing but stronger. The bond I have with you, I could have never imagined with anyone. It is amazing and exhilarating. I love you infinitely, Princess. There is nothing I can't do without you. Always and forever.

I can honestly say that up until now, I have lived my life and had no regrets. Cocky and proud, I lived my life. Until now. I have no idea what the future holds. It was wiped out, and it was my fault. My regret. I am pretty sure I won't have anything else to say. I don't even know if I will be on the site anymore. If I am, feel free to ask for advice. Anything else, I can't guarantee a response. Live life my friends and cherish those you hold dear. Listen to your gut, this time I didn't, and I lost forever. 

So the last week has brought some bad news for me. It has been a strain for me. In turn, it has been a strain for us. Part of it is my fault, I let it get to me and in turn made me a little unreasonable and less patient. Princess, you have been here for me. You have kept me sane, you have kept me smiling, when I didn't think I could smile. You bring me light when there is none to be found. That is truly magical. You are truly magical to me. I love you very much and I hope you know how much I appreciate having you with me, especially times like now. I just want you to know how much you mean to me. Always and forever, Princess.