I needed it was someone who would let me in.
I needed it with the right match and Master...
Someone that understood how I focus and how I am spiritually combined with the physical.
I needed someone that would not fault me for my triggers and instead join with me and conquering them.
All thoughts that have been there since childhood and grew... It's like He was reading my mind.... But it was because I was His already.
Then connection without words because we both know.
How O/our energy flows... encompassing... peace... warmth..current
When needs fit and bodies fit and everything fits it's not of this world.
Words are useless
So we lay and breathe and feel, touch, join power exchanging and our minds know...
There are no words in creation that can be spoken...
However sometimes we do speak our own language where did that seem gibberish but we both understand.