Feileacan

As a child I was told to "grow up." 

When I grew up, I was labeled as a tom boy and because of my nature to please, obediently, I fell  in line. 

When I was old enough to begin breaking through my shell, I was told being "cutesy," was immature and not becoming of my age. 

Now I really am too old to be "cutesy." 

I don't just want to be myself at home. I just want to be myself. 

My heart is breaking for the girl who never was and never will be. 

-Jo