5 years ago. Thursday, April 9, 2020 at 9:28 PM
What is it about dominance that makes me feel high? I swear, I'm addicted to it. Once I get that sensation in my stomach, that twisting of electric knots, I don't ever want it to go away. I want to feel like this all the time. When I'm without it, I feel depressed. I need a hand around my throat/ fisted in my hair. I need to be pushing the boundaries so I can be reminded of my place. It can't be healthy to want this all the time. It can't be healthy to crave it the way I do.
-Jo