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Submitting with Purpose

All subs submit. But do we truly know the beauty of our submission. The beauty of releasing it all. Of putting our hope and trust in another. This is my journey to find not only my submission but the purpose it serves for myself and others.
4 years ago. October 17, 2019 at 11:54 AM

I get tired of a man being more interested in his needs than mine. As a submissive yes...I want to please you first and foremost. But days when I am crumbling..when my world is crashing...when nothing makes sense and everything seems pointless. That is when I need you beside me holding me. 

 

I am tired of people seeming to be out to hurt me. Not physically but emotionally. Those scars you can't see till I make them visible down my arm. Men who tell me I'm too big. Too annoying. Too loud. Too whatever. When all I want to be is enough. Enough for someone to stop and listen. To understand I lost my petite body to cancer. I come off as annoying because it's the way I show you give me butterflies. That sometimes I am loud and talkative because for so long I was silenced. 

 

I am tired of the pain. The tears. The hurt. I am tired of this lifestyle...but...I cant live without it. 

Manda Panda​(sub female) - Hugs, sweetie. We're all you're off jerks like that. Just remember He is out there. The One. The One who will be everything you need. You just have to be strong until He comes for you. 🤗🤗🤗
4 years ago
Litlegrl​(sub female){Dragon11} - *big hugs* From one who has dealt with all the phonies and found a great Dom, yours is out there. Sometimes you have to kiss a lot of frogs to find your prince
4 years ago
venia​(sub female){Lextelonis} - Thank you for sharing such a raw and vulnerable side of yourself. *big hugs* Don’t give up hope that the right person is out there for you. I was just about to give up when the perfect Dom for me came into my life. It will happen for you, too. 💜
4 years ago

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