I must say I am learning this lifestyle can be a beautiful disaster. I can meet amazing people like the ones who have helped me grow. The ones who have protected me. And the ones who have and are considering me. People who make me love the lifestyle and long for the day when I one day find my forever kinky family.
But then...then there are people who have so many issues. Mentally and emotionally. Who use this lifestyle to try and manipulate and control people. Who try to ruin the chance at at a true healthy future for the people in it. Who are here to hurt. To use. And to leave you to fear the lifestyle.
And we. Doms, subs, and switches alike are left to figure out and try to guess who is friend and who is foe. This lifestyle is beautiful but it can be a beautiful disaster. I am so lucky tonight I have weeded out another disaster from my life. A friend who couldnt take no. And I am left with the beauty of the potential future I may have with those who are considering me. Today I have found beauty and am forever grateful.