I woke the first time and looked over to see his face, and realized that for the first time in my life at 42 I felt like I was free and light of hart and soul. What I found last night was nothing short of a miracle a man of exceeding beauty and love I wonder what I did to feel this. I am both empty and full at the same time. All I remember is looking in his eyes and telling him everything all my hopes and fears all the things I kept hidden even from myself. he just sat there and listened and acknowledged me as a person not just a woman. He led and I just followed. I am in a hotel in N.Y city but not like any hotel I was ever taken too its the top floor out the front is a small park out the back is a courtyard hothouse I can just make out flowers of different colors and types.
the bathroom is every woman's dream walk-in tub two sinks and good help me a bidet. there was a new toothbrush some very good soap and body wash shampoo, I shower and walk out and sitting at a small desk is a woman who can only be described as unearthly beautiful. her name is Dena, she say's and she is Jim's assistant and she has his instructions to take me shopping for my new wardrobe and to help me adjust to my new standing in life. But first she took the liberty of ordering breakfast for me. At that point I remembered what he asked me last night, Will you consent to be owned by me. and me saying yes. and I don't even know what kind of lover he is. she said we have plenty of time he just went back to bed a little while ago. After eating and dressing off we went and Dena and I got into some serious girl talk.
It turns out that she has been in love with him from from the day he bought her father's company and took her as his assistant, and if I break his hart she will kill me. she has called my babysitter and arranged for her to come and care for my daughter for the weekend when i said whats that going to cost me she informed me that he has already taken care of it. I don't even remember telling him I had a child or giving him my babysitters number but then I don't remember giving him my life story but I guess I did. the rest of the day was spent shopping for us. everything a girl needs from foundation out when i asked Dena what this was coasting she simply smiled and said you will never know from her. Along the way I figured out why he never took her she was just too good at what she did and he was afraid of losing her abilities as an assistant if things did not work out she was just that good.
the last stop was for an evening gown she told me that he had an engagement that night that he could not postpone or ignore so off to the spa we went hair nails waxing and make-up before finally going back to the hotel to start my new life it was six p.m. and sir was dressed it was the first time I saw him in a tux and I felt the breath catch in my thought to me he was just that manly. Dena and I went in to change it was the first time I saw her body and it was perfect I could not help myself I kissed her and there was fire in her eyes. We dressed and off we went, we three walked in it was a charity event and sir took turns dancing with us why did it feel so right is this what love is? can a person love like this more then one at the same time? can a hart hold this much in it? I guess like a stool you need three legs to stand.