At breakfast that morning, Jane and I were ordered to take our places this put Jane behind and to sir's right myself behind and on sirs left standing at parade rest in high heels garter belt and stockings and tiny apron. there was a lot of whispering and looks from some at the table that morning until sir waved in my direction and said Mari has entered candidacy for sub to me and will not be working today or tomorrow please deal with it she should be back to work soon. and that was that. I felt so exposed and vulnerable at the time later I learned that i was expected to feel that way and that in time it will become normal and i will feel safe behind my sir, and you know what I did.
after breakfast sir went to his office with Jane, when she returned she handed me a questionnaire and explained the this is something sir came up with it was all about the lifestyle and how i saw myself fitting it to me NOT me fitting it. there where essay and yes and know answers it took me about 2 hours to fill it out Jane brought this to him and gave me a checklist form this was about sex listed was everything that people could do together and more it was split between things I have done and enjoyed or hated but wanted to try again. she then brought me a contract while sir reviewed that this took me some time because there where things that I did not understand and Jane explained to me by example. (there was nothing she hadn't tried in her twenty years with sir) so she was able to explain not only what it was but what it felt like to do or have done. it was eye opening to a kid like me at 23 I was just dumb to think I knew it all. and finally the contract of bond this outlined what my obligations where and sirs obligations to me and any children i gave him. there was a table of payments included at the end if I and only I chose to end the service. sir could not ask me to leave!!
it was much more complicated then this but it is basically what it said I asked Jane if I could change it to give sir a way out? she smiled and told me no if sir wanted a way out he would have written a clause to give himself a way out. you my sign it now with a thirty day review for you to have an lawyer review before it comes into affect. while Jane and I were talking some ranch hands gather my things and brought them to the main house and waited in the hall. Jane told me to wait here she then went into sirs office an hour or more latter she came out and signaled the the hands to take my things upstairs, she looked at me and told me to follow her out side sirs office she stopped me and explained what I was to do. when I was sure I understood what I was expected to do I told her I was ready she then stepped into my arm's and kissed me with feeling my toes tingled it was that good she then knocked twice firmly on the door after a second sir said come in. I walked in head bowed knelled in front of his desk sat with my legs slightly spread sat on my feet hands open facing up on my thighs. and said the words Jane had asked me to say "sir James I come to as that you accept me as your sub" up to that point I wasn't sure when I said the words out loud I knew this was right this rang true and i started to cry with fear what if he say's no turns me away turns me out. then I felt something cold fit around my neck and close there was a snap and felt something fall into my had when my eyes cleared and I saw a small key made of silver on a gold bracelet. and sir said "stand" , you will knell before no one else ether figuratively or reality you are now one of the queens ladies and subject to my orders only and the queen lady Jane. he then kissed the top of my head and whispered you are loved and cherished from this day forward ( to be honest I fainted from the pleasure) well you would have too if you suddenly realized every little girls dream suddenly becoming real in front of you eyes.