Have you ever found yourself drained and exhilarated at the same time.
He stood turned to Jane and said you start with these two in putting the new company together and I'll take Mari on a tour you figure on starting around noon or later. Oh noon is good sir I have most of it worked out so it's just a matter of showing them the in's and out's. Come Mari let's you and I take a walk when we got to the door sir took down his gun and put it on. He smiled at me and said you are safe in the compound but mother nature can be a different story remember this in the woods you are ether the top of the food chain or part of it be the top always. Sir took this time to introduce me to wolf before he did he told me wolves have there own protocol so when she licks your mouth don't push her away just let her she is telling you she accepts you as part of the pack after wolf did as sir said she would do she stepped back and did a little dance sir smiled and said well she's happy was she hanging around you last night when I said yes she was he said that explains it she wanted you to join she must have sensed you ether needed it or she sensed that you were good people. For some reason this touched me deep I don't know why.
As we walked I found myself strangely open to this man he just made me feel comfortable with myself and open he asked me so many questions and I found myself answering them some very intimate and when he asked something that he saw me struggle to answer he would just put his hand out and say don't worry trust takes time. At some point before heading back we stopped he reached into his bag handed me water had me straddle a log lean back against a limb he took something out of his bag took my foot off messaged my stump like it was the most natural thing to do put some gloves on and put salve on my stump and I felt it numb but but not kill it he then put my leg back on never interrupting his conversation. When we got back to the compound he told me to go meet Jane she will have lessons for you this afternoon and see me in the morning. You have much to learn and I hope you enjoy what you learn as much as I do. And you know I do I can't explain the feeling I get when I do something for one of the charities we support or one of the small businesses we invest in. The life he trained me for is so satisfying I know I will never feel empty again.
