The oh sh** moment is not when you stare into the pit, that moment is when it opens it eye and stares back.
when we got to the hot tub we both decided to go without clothes,Jane was sitting on one side sir was on the other head back eyes closed enjoying the jets Jane waved us over to sit by her. we talked about all kinds of things for what felt like hours but really wasn't long enough to wrinkle the skin at some point sir stud and said I'm going to start diner be about two hours she looked at him and asked what we are having. H said it's hot today steak and salad suit you why so long? I have to make the dressing and have too cut and marinate the herbs. And with that he left. with him gone looked at us and said part of you duties will require that you attend formal diners with us and other social occasions have you had practice in that we both shook our heads and Jane said not a problem I'll give you a book then we can practice before we go to any of these things.
I had a little moment while thinking of all the things sir did that made me want to submit to that marvelous man when it dawned on me it all started that first day that first hour when I found myself in his arms on the ground he had me I was completely at his mercy his arm was so firmly around my neck he could have snapped it with ease yet in the same time it was gently holding me in place instead of being angry when I got up I was horny. I am very carefully not saying I was in love what i am saying is the door to my hart was unlocked and opened just a crack and if sir had responded to my advances at that time the door would have closed and locked again and i would not have experienced true love the kind he wanted me to learn.
Next I learned another thing about this man Jane brought us upstairs to a room that held many of her dress creations that were not for sale because they are not commercially viable in other words they are made for women with perfect fits you know model bodies deb's and I had them because genes and exercise made it possible we did not strive for it and to be honest were models had fat we had muscle to fill them out. when we dressed and Jane let us look after make-up and she did our hair we were knock outs. So unlike what we looked like in our non fairy tail life, I say fairy tail because it was starting to look too perfect and the cabin could almost look like an old castle from before they were made of stone.(we found out later that we were closer then we knew as it would take a tank to damage this place). And we did ask why we were dressed like this she said all the women who live or work in the main house dress for diner as do the men. when we got down stairs every one but sir were in the living room having drinks this included the stable girls and men as well as the wranglers who weren't on duty tending the heard. Two women were setting out food hot on one side cold on the other room temp in the middle on a side table designed for this. When everything was out sir came out of the kitchen and announced diner was ready he then walked over to a little alcove and changed out of his cooks outfit and into a diner jacket and pants and got himself a drink he came back just in time to hold Jane's chair to sit she had made his diner plate once every one was seated I noticed he waited to make sure every one else was seated before he sat he then made a toast to his employees before starting to eat. later when we had a chance I asked about the little ritual and she explained that it is one of sir's ways she called them he made sure that those he was responsible for are provided for first before eating or drinking anything as well he has a small adobe cook fire and fridge that have a stew and bread and both coffee and cold drinks outside for those working through night or day and something for the odd visitor who may come off the trail as he calls it there is even a small guest cabin that some one can bed down in and even clean up.
