wanting something desperately is not always the way to get it.
When I first herd Jane say the words to me about two years after I started trying to get sir James in the sack and I might add bringing Jane a big source of amusement. This is after I saw him take Jenny to collar I still did not understand Jane finally took pity on me and told me why he would not give it to me when she said "because he only take's what he owns" she went on to explain after seeing the complete lack of understanding on my face yes "I mean he owns us me and Jenny" you see before you two very imposing business women and we are but you must separate the business from the woman, see business is what I do it's not who I am. Even in that I'm a bit of a fraud it has my name on the door and I make the decisions but I don't own it. This is my sir's company it was his money that started it his choice to put me in charge because I had the experience to manage it and run it but sir owns it and he owns me he keeps me me so that when I walk out of this office I leave it all behind and I have the freedom to be me in his arms and Jenny's. So if you really want to have my sir you will have to give him all of you not just your body. Next learning to keep myself and turn all control over to someone else because that is what I did.
