curtesy and respect
Dinner was started with a cocktail hour from 6 to 7 it turned out that both the ranch hands and those who have wives came so I did not get to meet the maid sue came to my room she looked unbelievable she wore the same as me but she chose not to wear the bra the gowns were opaque and in just the right light see through hers was a light green that set her body and red hair and blue eyes. She said I know do we really have to go to dinner and the bunkhouse? I answered unfortunately I think its best but you wont be going to your room tonight I've been told they know about us and don't care. she smiled and said you look incredible we need to dress like this more often it makes me wet, now be a good girl and behave yourself at least for now. We came to the balcony of the stairs Tim was there he stopped us and took us to the rail where he called for attention and everyone look up he then said ladies and gentleman allow me to introduce miss Debbie_____ and miss Susan_____ they are to be our personal guards of the lady Jane when not on the ranch everyone clapped and called welcome. Tim then turned held his arms bent for us to take and walked us down the stairs when we got to the bottom Rita came up and gave us a glass of Champaign and asked will you stay with Tim to introduce or would you like me to I did not even think I turned to him and said please he then looked to sue and she nodded and said please he said I thank you ladies for the honor of being your escort for the evening (I do not know why I said please or felt I wanted him there but I did) I know why now but didn't then. After meeting everyone and my second glass of Champaign Tim walked us to the table held our chairs then took a seat to our right.
It was at dinner that I noticed that some of the men wore chokers with a wolf head or rings with a wolf head and all the ladies had similar rings or ear ring of silver even Tim wore a ring of silver except the boss he wore one of gold and Jane had one that sat tighter also of gold with ruby eyes and a large tear drop diamond around her neck. One or two weren't wearing it but the rest did. I asked Tim about his and he just said it was a gift from Sir James. When I asked him why he called him sir he simply said just a sign of respect and changed the subject to the dance after dinner weather we are coming or not? He smiled when we said we have to see the boss after dinner but then we would come over he said he would wait and bring us over after. Later after dinner sue and I were alone before going to see the boss when I asked her point blank what do you think is this some kind of cult are something, not a cult she said but its something. But do you feel it to when I asked feel what she said I don't know safe, welcomed and I don't know loved in some way accepted for who we are no reservation just accepted. Now that she said it I realized I was not feeling as prickly as I normally am as well like I had no reason to be defensive over being gay and told her so. She smiled and kissed me and said babe whatever it takes we have to stay.
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