As most long-time readers of this blog know this is not a story of HAPPY EVER AFTER. Or is it? This is a story of my life and how I learned who the woman inside is. Came to see that she is really two. One who can be a success in the vanilla world and be a sub in her soul. In the verry old days women fought alongside their mates keeping the children safe and guarding their mates' backs then men started to put us on pedestals and kept us there but then a breed of man was allowed to flourish we will call them the deserters they were the ones that breed you and walked away and we let them and made our way on our own. And those of us who were lucky enough to find the type of man who stayed and provided and helped us with the children we became possessive and jealous of what we had but for many they could not share, while giving us the protection we need to go into the wide world and conquer. We all give him something different than the others do I will not go into what the others give him but in my case the glaring fact that I cannot give him children is a good reason for diversity as the other sisters can and for a family that love making and supporting the next generation that is an important factor for us.
You may not agree with what I have said but hopefully I will have made you think and look as I have to form my opinion. The next part of my story will hopefully show you how I came to understand who and what I am It is really about meeting an earthbound angel and the affect she had on all of those she allowed into her life.
And for those who my wonder, we still hear his voice every day through the recordings of stories that he recorded for the children as well as the angels when it is one of those longer stories for the older kid's.
Jill
