my Master of the past five years plus released me two days ago, September 13, 2021. It's not because i am a discipline problem, although i am sometimes bad. my Master decided after a "tragedy" this past weekend, that He was stepping away from the Lifestyle. How does someone simply step away from someone they have said repeatedly that they love?
i've lost 40 lbs since spring and was supposed to start working out at a gym, but i just feel so damned drained of energy right now. i'll be starting next week Monday instead.