Gender change

so I'm using this blog I've never actually made it blog but I'm using this to reach out find a dominant female who's literally willing to you no more or less adopt and train and I helped arrange gender change to their timing after I've earned it through their sexual pleasure pleasuring others to their pleasure as well and you know sort of kind of give it back to them a little bit because I believe that live in 30 years as a guy I should have at least you know experience one year is living as a girl but I don't want a guy Master if I have a female Master you know I'm okay with her making recycled I can take dick cuz I know I have made a lot of emails swallow and take my stuff so if that's part of what needs to be done to make me what I want to be for that person I will believe me I do not particularly like guys how much rather have you with a very dominant woman who really likes pegging you're really likes showing me that I'm there's through sexual acts and other acts as well but this is day one of me being open and honest I'm really willing to relocate cuz I'd like to disappear and actually have a whole identity change and if somebody decides they want me you know as the point that either I get a ticket or they get me a ticket from day one they'll see me as this we know even as a sissy until they change me then it will be permanent