I need it to hurt
Fuck, that hurts.
Hearing that will make my dick hard. As long as what I’m doing won’t injure her and it’s something she’s getting something positive out of, even if the only gratification for her is knowing she’s suffering for me and can see my elation, expressed clearly on my face.
I need it to hurt.
The kind of hurt that’ll make her try to break free from her bondage. The kind of hurt that will make her mind go dark and fuzzy and the only thing she’ll be able to focus on is the intense pain being violently brought upon her and the warm, glowing feeling of the endorphins flooding her system. The kind of impact from my blows that’ll leave her shaking and unable to stand on her own.
I want it to be a pain that no longer feels good, but is not overwhelming either. It’s the kind she can take, but I can see the struggle in her eyes, and my fucking god it’s a beautiful thing to see. That look of desperation, then a second later, perseverance mixed with an arousal that has her feeling slightly ashamed and vulnerable, but also comforted and safe.
It’s a moment, so complex and rich and colorful that the pain becomes something else for us both. It’s a way of creating a physically challenging moment that she’ll need my guidance to get through it and my comfort afterwards to positively process it.
I want to see her suffer, to wallow in the intensity of it all and scream out in pain, but I want it to be a moment that brings us closer together more importantly.
Because when you tear someone down to their naked truth, it’s impossible not to melt into them when their need for you is something real and genuine.
I need it to hurt, but I have good reasons for that need.
-Source- Innermind / Fetlife