Kindness

i dont drink, but after today i might start!

I'm going on an adventure.

Master will take my collar off.

He will release me for 58 hours.

I am flying to another state to surprise my girlfriend for her birthday.

I am traveling alone!

This will be the first time that I have been away from my Sir in 10 years.

Now as if that isnt exciting enough I am also meeting another submissive friend from The Cage. This isnt the first time we have met but it is the first time that we will be able to spend a good deal of time together after being pen pals for the last year. The bond and trust that we have developed are there and we are very good friends sharing our individual kinky desires with each other. Now we will share in person.

So many emotions are running through my little pea brain! Excitement, apprehension, fear, anticipation, sadness, happiness, oh my!

For an INFJ this is big!!! I usually can be found nestled snuggly wrapped in Masters arms relishing in his protection!

You see, I am like a little girl that is very independent and verbose from behind her big brothers back!

Then when that protection goes away she is running and hiding, peeking out until the coast is clear! Safety first, right!

But here's the deal, I will turn 64 in a few weeks! This could be my last adventure!

Im not saying this is the end of my happiness or that something catastrophic is going to happen, but my journey in the BDSM world is coming to an end. Master has already changed things a great deal and continues to slow down. This will be a thing of the past for me and it will happen soon.

Yes, I need this for me! This may be my last adventure!

Master has been watching me closely, he sees the turmoil I am in. I'm not going quietly into the night! I am going kicking and screaming! Lol! But He gets that, He gets me! He is my everything who makes all of this right! He is giving me my freedom. Yes, I need this for me!

58 hours of me, for me, by me!

Found on tumblr!

You want me to speak from my heart you say

and tell you more about my day.

Its rather boring most would agree, but I will tell

you anyway!

I go to work to pay the bills.

I come back home to rest, is that a thrill?

I do my chores, watch some tv.

Read some blogs, contemplate world peace,

whoopi!

After you read this you might say, never mind,

just play me a song, giggle!

i did find this interesting even though its not a song!

Have i gone color blind?

It will take a bit of getting use to!

Today I feel like a visitor at the zoo and want to open all of the cages! Peace!

When I go to work alone I listen to music, my Sir doesn't like the noise or distraction while driving so its fun to get this opportunity.

This song came on and it just fits us so well!

Thank goodness!

Peace

i have been given rules and rituals that are tried and true.

i know how He likes His food prepared. i know when to make His breakfast. i know what clothes to have laid out, that the light should never be on in the bathroom when He first wakes up and each day begins with hugs and cuddles.

i am always an early riser and am allowed to leave the bedroom to make the morning coffee and do my morning grooming. i shower, dry my hair and apply Sir's favorite lotion to my body. Then i go and crawl back into bed and wake Him.

Master is older and as most may know that follow my blogs, He sufferes now with an anxiety disorder. Together we are managing this new chapter in our life well, accept we are struggling with my insatiable appetite.

i am not allowed to initiate play and that was never a problem but now it can be weeks before the urge may strike my Sir and for a nymphomaniac that just wont due!

So back to this morning,trying not to be obvious i snuggled close. Without permission my hand starts to wonder and caress. He did not stop me or reprimand me so we are good i think!

Then i hear that moan as I rub him, i know i may go on. The kisses deepen. My hand slips beneath His boxers, He is rising. Again another moan. Now i am getting excited!

He tells me how good i smell, He pushes me down to my knees and stands before me. He tells me how pretty i am and how much i excite Him, then He enters my mouth!

Yes, well let's just say that i pulled that one off and we were both well satisfied!

Peace!