I'm going on an adventure.
Master will take my collar off.
He will release me for 58 hours.
I am flying to another state to surprise my girlfriend for her birthday.
I am traveling alone!
This will be the first time that I have been away from my Sir in 10 years.
Now as if that isnt exciting enough I am also meeting another submissive friend from The Cage. This isnt the first time we have met but it is the first time that we will be able to spend a good deal of time together after being pen pals for the last year. The bond and trust that we have developed are there and we are very good friends sharing our individual kinky desires with each other. Now we will share in person.
So many emotions are running through my little pea brain! Excitement, apprehension, fear, anticipation, sadness, happiness, oh my!
For an INFJ this is big!!! I usually can be found nestled snuggly wrapped in Masters arms relishing in his protection!
You see, I am like a little girl that is very independent and verbose from behind her big brothers back!
Then when that protection goes away she is running and hiding, peeking out until the coast is clear! Safety first, right!
But here's the deal, I will turn 64 in a few weeks! This could be my last adventure!
Im not saying this is the end of my happiness or that something catastrophic is going to happen, but my journey in the BDSM world is coming to an end. Master has already changed things a great deal and continues to slow down. This will be a thing of the past for me and it will happen soon.
Yes, I need this for me! This may be my last adventure!
Master has been watching me closely, he sees the turmoil I am in. I'm not going quietly into the night! I am going kicking and screaming! Lol! But He gets that, He gets me! He is my everything who makes all of this right! He is giving me my freedom. Yes, I need this for me!
58 hours of me, for me, by me!