Kindness

His instructions were clear!

Prepare yourself then meet Me in our bed!

To say i was excited was an understatement!

i entered the room naked, He was sitting on the side of the bed, He was naked too!

He smiled and told me i am beautiful, i looked and saw His excitement then sighed! i am so loved!

He kissed me deeply then laid me down on my stomach. He moved to lie across my back pinning me to the bed. Gently rubbing my bottom He told me over and over how excited He was by my beauty.

He made me feel so special.Then it happened, the first of so many spanks, over and over. I struggled but was held tightly. I cried out in pain but that didnt stop the spanks! He rubbed the red hot skin to soothe the hurt, then spanked again! i was in agony but He wasnt finished! i felt His sharp teeth bite into my welted skin. Oh my goodness, i was taken to that place. i wiggled and whimpered. He straddled my back and i felt his hard cock rub agaisnt my ass crack. He told me that my pain gave Him great pleasure , i was pleasing Him!

The adventure continued until we were both satisfied and spent!

He pushes me beyond my limits, never with malice or placing me in harms way but with patience and shows me that in His care and with His guidance i will know euphoria !

Happy Halloween!

Oh to be a puppet on a string.
A toy
Nothing more!

Made to dance for that ones pleassure
As the strings are pulled tight!

No thoughts,

Just trust!

Until it feels just right!

Turn down the lights
Turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me
Tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize
Don't patronize me
'Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't
I'll close my eyes, then I won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holding me
Morning will come and I'll do what's right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight
'Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
'Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't
Songwriters: Allen Shamblin / Michael Reid
I Can't Make You Love Me lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group

Morning cuddles are so true
Master, friend and lover too

In the morning just past 4
You pull me close, i feel adored

You touch my lips with yours so warm
To keep me hushed i take your form

Molded to each one you see
i wear the lock, You hold the key

Today is the last day of my imposed 30 days of chastity.

i was not totally successful but i have been given a reprieve as long as i continue to ask permission for release and am more honest about what i am feeling.

i do feel a sense of calm and am learning to curb my excitement without killing it and to be more patient. 

He is my Knight, He is my world, He is and will always be my Master!