Kindness

 Slutress was waiting for Her next appointment to arrive and the sissy slut was late.

Her smile began to grow because Her bitch knew that he would be punished for making Her wait.

Slutress was thinking of the best way to handle this situation and knew what excuses She would have to hear.

Well, Her sissy slut was in for a big surprise.

She called Her resident slave who was a beautiful young well hung stud and She instructed him to wait by the door for Her sissy slut and as soon as he arrived to gag him. Slutress was not in the mood to listen to his begging for forgiveness so the instructions were to use the gag that had a dildo attached on the inside that would fill the sissys mouth. It was long enough to slightly gag him but still allowed him to breath.

While Slutress waited She layed out what She would dress her sissy slut in tonight. She loved for him to look sexy and feminine so She picked a pink bra with matching lace panties and pink fishnet stockings. Yes this would do nicely!

Just as She had finished Her house slave brought the sissy slut in, naked, gagged and crawling on his hands and knees. he would be Her fuck toy, She would use him until Her pussy was well satisfied.

As soon as her slut saw Slutress he started begging for forgivness, but all She heard was the mumbling sounds, the gag had his mouth filled so as he tried to talk the drool came dripping from behind the gag, the more Her slut begged the more of a mess he made.

"STOP!" She said, holding up Her hand in a most commanding voice. Both Her slave and Her sussy slut froze.

Slutress moved toward the two, Her slave bowed as She approached and Her sissy slut knelt low stretching his arm out in front of his head that was lying on the floor.

"Slave, plug this slut with the biggest plug I own. That should remind him that there is no good reason to keep his Slutress waiting. Keep your ass in the air slut and spread your ass cheeks!." She commanded

Slutress heard him mumble, "Yes Slutress!" She walked behind him and fondled Her sluts balls with Her shoe. "Who's balls are these slut?" She asked. "Your balls," he mumbled, then gagged on the phallus in his mouth. She rubbed his stiff cock with Her foot. "Who's cock is this slut?" She asked. "Yours Slutress," again he gagged.

The slave had returned with a huge butt plug and a bottle of massage oil. He waited for further instructions, his cock rising because he knew that his Slutress would be commanding him to participate in this session.

Slutress bent down low and whispered in Her sluts ear, "You will please me you disobedient sissy even if I have to keep you plugged and restrained for days." Her slut whimpered mumbling "Yes Slutress!"

Slutress turned to Her slave and said,"Plug him now!" Her slave smiled and moved behind the slut who was holding his ass cheeks open as instructed

Slowly taking his time to torment the slut the slave massaged the slut with oil, rubbing between his cheeks down to his balls, along is rock hard cock. "Now slave, enough fun playing with our toy! Plug him!" Slutress commanded.

With that there was no more waiting, the slave pushed the plug in the sluts ass without stopping., all the way in until the rim was in place. The fuck toy flushed, wiggled wildly and groaned as the plug seated. "Good slave I love to watch my slut gobble up those big plugs. Now lets get our fuck toy dressed!

Once dressed as a sissy, Slutress kissed him on the lips, pressing her breasts agaisnt his chest, running her finger nails over his sweet ass and gave the plug a pat. "Now slut lets get you strapped to the cross for a bit so your torture will excited my pussy!" Slutress said as She lead him into position.

To be continued:

She was philosophical about losing the connection

The minx was cunning and boldly flirtatious but lacked the calling to maintain.

She became reflective, deep in thought finding answers to questions no one ever asked for or wanted to know.

On one side she was defiant, a challenge! She resisted and fought her parameters.

Only to became melancholy, feeling pensive with great sadness, there was no obvious cure.

If only she could recapture her youth.

Ageless in her mind, not looking old or appearing to grow old.

But she was!

friend·ship
noun
a state of mutual trust and support between allies

Friends are loyal
Friends are true
Friends are always there for you

If you have trouble
If you are blue
They will be there to see you through

But what if they cant
They tried you see
Its time to just set them free!

The times were special
my heart hurts so bad
i am feeling so very sad.

Master reads me like a book
He hears that tone
He sees that look

He knows his slave so very well
she is compliant, she strives to excel

He always asks alot of me
To be the rock when He cant be

But then He reads me like a book
He hears that tone
He sees that look.

He knows his slave so well you see
He knows masturbation is the key

He also knows the need to be alone
A special time to get in the zone

When there is no one else to please
except for greedy little me!

And i'm feeling good!

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Play responsibly! Lol!

The high cost was worth the struggle, the chastity was needed for reflection and to become resolved. The need was great to please my Sir and gain back respect after a disappointment.

i was succeeding, i was strong and then i was rewarded.

Sir took possession of his property! Masterfully playing with his slave reminding her that ecstasy was worth waiting for when given by her lover!

in·tro·spec·tion
noun
the examination or observation of one's own mental and emotional processes.

Introspection is the examination of one's own conscious thoughts and feelings. In psychology, the process of introspection relies exclusively on observation of one's mental state, while in a spiritual context it may refer to the examination of one's soul.

Introspection involves examining one’s own thoughts, feelings and sensations in order to gain insight.

1. IT ALLOWS YOU TO NOTICE NEGATIVE PATTERNS IN OUR LIFE

2. IT KEEPS YOU FOCUSED ON THE BIGGER PICTURE.

3. IT PREVENTS YOU FROM WORRYING ABOUT THINGS OUT OF YOUR CONTROL.

4. IT HELPS YOU FACE YOUR FEARS

5. IT ALLOWS YOU TO CLEARLY DEFINE HAPPINESS ON YOUR OWN TERMS.

6. IT ALLOWS YOU TO MAKE DECISIONS BASED ON YOUR CONSCIENCE.

Eight days of chastity may not sound like much to some but an addict will understand that 8 days sober is a mile stone.

The reflection that has developed due to extra time in my day since not being preoccupied with sexual stimuli has taken this slave to an introspective place.

Detacting somewhat from technology and looking out at the real world has taken me to a less hurried place. However it has also caused me to lose a bit of my insatiable desire. It is disconcerting which increases the need to continue with the introspection .

I have been asking others lots of question about their own desires and fantasies, asking about their kink and what keeps them engaged without becoming obsessed.

Is there anyone who really has it all, can you have it all?

A few look at me as greedy because i seem to have so much of what others crave. i have a loving Sir who holds me close and is my soul. He is a strong dominant that takes the lead! i am treasured for my gift of submission. i am told repeatedly everyday how loved i am and how much He desires me.

Master is satisfied, what is wrong with me? Why do i continue to search for new and different experiences?

Is it my fear of aging, of lossing this feeling of desire? Is it the fear that if i dont use it i'll lose it?

I havent found the answers to all of my questions and probably never will but Master is wise and has slowed his minx down so now i am able to gain more knowledge as to what is important.

Quality more than quantity may be the answer.