This was our busy season and we were working 12 hour days. We have a wonderful business with a great staff and our workday although stressful is pleasant. Still Master's mind is mostly consummed with business.
Master knows his slave well and watches my moods and mannerisms, i will not be so bold as to initiate play so he watches me closely. There is not much time for long playtimes this time of year which causes disruption to some of our rituals and also causes me great frustration.
Master would describe me as a sex addict, lol, you must know me to understand that i am a very sexually driven personality and as his slave i have turned my pleasure over to him! my Master is in total control, he sets the playtimes and tells me when and how I will achieve release.
Lately Master has allowed me to masturbate as long as it is with permission and if there is no time or energy for a full playtime. i am allowed to watch pornography for simulation so i always watch bondage and discipline movies. i am most thankful and it does help but it just is never as fulfilling as when there is that connection, when he touches me and is in control of my body.
Then it happens, a day off!
Master can sleep in and I can pamper him with breakfast in bed and a nice hot bath. Still not wanting to be pushy with my own desire i wait for him to initiate some play.
Master was relaxing watching a football game when i came out from my bath and knelt before him. He said, "You have been forced to self satisfy your insatiable sexual desire to allow me rest, my dear little one and I also know that your need for torture is great because you are my lovely pain slut . I have missed my pleasure from seeing you tortured so I have decided I am ready to awaken your body and you know your torture arouses me so let's begin. Come lay across my lap and let's start with a good old fashioned spanking! "
Then comes the touch!
The feel of skin on skin!
My mind goes crazy with stimulation and thoughts of torment. My body tingles all over with excitement. i want only to please him.
i know virtual reality is fun in a pinch but nothing can compare with that feeling, when the mind and the senses are ignited with his power over me. When i can release all the worries, when i can just be his source of pleasure and feel him enjoying my body.
I am so thankful for RT!